I wanted it. I knew I wanted it, and he knew I wanted it. I just couldn't take that step over that threshold—and I kept fooling myself about wanting it. He owned the exercise facility with another guy. Jake and Ted. I knew they were a couple. I knew that before I signed up for a membership. Jake was the muscle part, the trainer; Ted, a good ten years younge...
Whenever I need to use a public toilet, I invariably go into one of the cubicles even if the entire row of urinals is empty. This used to be because, having had some bad reactions from women at the large size of my manhood, I was self-conscious about exposing my genitals to other people and preferred to hide myself away. These days, that no longer bothers m...
I have been best friends with Calvin since we were children. We fit together like two puzzle pieces, him being more assertive and me needing someone to tell me what we were going to do that day. He sometimes picked on me, but I always let it slide because of how close we were. We did everything together. As time went on, Calvin developed a condition in mid...
=== Warning: this story includes scat! === If you're driving along the motorway and feel like a break, I would strongly recommend Mudchute Services. They're fairly easy to find, right next to Brown Wood, and you'll find the toilet facilities make a very worthy detour. I'd paid little attention to gents' toilets all the years I'd been married, but these d...
Two days after my 18th birthday, I awoke to the sound of our doorbell. I quickly pulled on a pair of sweatpants and whatever shirt I could find on the ground, which was just a basic blue V-neck sweater. I made my way down the stairs, finding a note on the kitchen counter in my uncle's neat handwriting that stated, "plumber coming at 9:15" with a nice stack...
I can say this true story started harmlessly enough. I was a young up and coming 18-year-old swimmer and between training and school, didn't have much time for anything else. I enjoyed girls, and they enjoyed me but the training and school took its toll on my social life. At the time, one of my coaches, Mike, lived in this great condo complex near the pool....
I awoke the next morning at 8:00 AM to my phone ringing. I groaned, bleary-eyed, and yanked the phone to my ear. "Yeah?" I whispered into the mouthpiece, and my co-worker Paul answered. "Hey man, are you okay? We heard about your leg, that blows dude," Paul said, and I could hear the sounds of construction in the background. Shit I cursed to myself, I was...
The most scary thing that has happened t me is when I was cornered by two guys after the snooker club night. And there was In thinking they just wanted to be friendly, inviting me to their place for drink. I'd just said goodnight to Richard who was a little bit rattled because I'd beaten him three games to one. I had hoped he'd maybe come to my place becaus...
Badger's flesh and blood. Following my introduction to Clive, who turned out to be Badger's younger brother, and who I wrote about in the last chapter, I do feel I am one of the luckiest guys in the world. Badger meant so much to me, and in compensating for all the sadness I have endured since he died, it seems Clive has fulfilled that space in my life, wh...
"How's my favourite rent boy then?" It was Phil, my Tuesday guy. But today was Wednesday. "Thought we were booked for yesterday, Phil, as usual I was awaiting your moby call to say where and when!" "Sorry!" It was okay him saying sorry but the thing is I lost two days business, he always wanted me fresh for a couple of days before he had me so that was t...