Adrenaline fueled me back to Raleigh. It was daunting to realize that everything I had worked for all my life was suddenly slipping through my fingers. It wasn't just the job I was afraid of losing. I loved my work and there wasn't a day that I regretted what I did. I was a proud American that loved serving my country. I think what was troubling me most was...
Some 30 years ago I wrote, with pen and paper, a long history of my gay sexual experiences, from my first sexual fumblings – right up to the day of writing. Then I added events and chapters as they happened for the next ten years or so, ceasing only when time and freedom ran out and then I found out all about computers so I transferred everything into electr...
Once Trevor broke it off between us, I often thought about that riddle of whether a falling tree makes a sound if there is no ear to hear it. If nobody knew of the relationship, if the two involved parties themselves had never acknowledged it in so many words, had it ever existed in the first place? And, if not, why was I feeling such a deep sense of loss? A...
One of the first things I noticed when I started interning at this company was Matt, our "fitness consultant," a professional bodybuilder that's been hired to keep the office in shape by running exercise classes in the company gym and making various recommendations. As a muscle fan, I've known about Matt for a couple of years. One of the best bodybuilders t...
Monday morning commutes are often depressing. People's expressions are dour and tired – a sullen resignation that infects like a virus. Everyone's weekend was far too short. Nobody wants to go to work. Except for me. I love going to work. Because virtually every day at work I get to suck on James big fat cock. And some days I get to fuck it as well. Ever si...
I had been to a large conference, and on the way there I ended up sitting next to one of my main client on the plane - Magnus. He was about 15 years older than me at about fifty, but in great shape, with a handsome face, broad frame, slightly taller than me and with warm deep voice. We talked about work mostly, but he also asked a bit about my private life....
Like most guys, I turned to the internet to satisfy my urges. For as long as I could remember I had fantasized about being forced to serve a dominant man, suck his cock, be degraded and humiliated; basically I wanted to be treated like nothing more than a cum slut used for a real mans pleasure. Recently I had found a site that allowed you to post ads searchi...
Steve flopped down onto his bed, his muscles aching from the hour and a half he had spent working out in the gym. After a few minutes he got up, fixed himself a drink of water and switched his computer on. He was tired and a little horny, he hooked himself up with a porn site, hit random image and was confronted by a woman with three huge black cocks in her...
The moment the hotel room door clicked shut behind him I knew what was going to happen. I was alone in a private space with a man, alone for the first time with a man in a potentially sexual situation. We had been sitting in the bar, talking pleasantly. It was a lawyers' conference and I was recently qualified. So was Paul. He was a tall, fat man, premature...
Thanks for all of the positive feedback and comments to the first chapter. I wasn't sure if this would be a continuing story, but I've thought of at least 2 more chapters and I hope they are equally as enjoyable for readers. ===== So... it's official... I sucked a cock for the first time. I've said that to myself at least 500 times the past week. Still in...