Prequel I arrived at college a naive and sheltered kid. Eight years of Catholic grammar school in the 'burbs of the Connecticut shore followed by a Catholic all boys' high school never prepared me for being on my own. A Catholic college seemed like a logical place. Close to home but far enough away that I lived on campus. It was 1979 when I moved in the New...
I heard my name being called from the end of a long, dark corridor...or was I at the bottom of a deep well? "Paul. Paul." The voice got louder and the light brightened as I emerged from the deepest, soundest sleep I had ever experienced. "Wake up baby, I have to go and so do you. You've got half an hour." The voice was Daniel's, my 35-year-old lover who...
I was glad that Vaughn was sitting across from me, so I could look at him straight on. Even though he was mostly staring at his food, when he did glance up, our eyes locked and I couldn't look away. His beautiful, intense eyes would glare at me, knowing what I dream of and accusing me of dreaming. Even if he, maybe, somewhere hidden in his heart (probably re...
All are over 18. This is not about romance. It's about overcoming fear. * * * As a younger guy, Women didn't seem to be my thing. It was easy to strike out on my own and move into the big city, where being a bit queer didn't matter. Where I lived, it could get your ass kicked or worse. A few of us knew each other for what we were. We were cocksuckers and...
"Take off your shirt." I already had my hands under his shirt, to get at his broad, hairy chest, as I kissed and licked his neck. But I wanted to put my hot, hungry mouth on his nipples now. We were standing in the living room area of my darkened apartment. The lights were out and the blinds drawn. I could barely let him get in the door before I attacked...
You do not need to read the first four chapters of this story to enjoy this story of a straight man that gets submerged into the drag queen world of San Francisco (but obviously it helps). In case you are curious how this straight married man got into this predicament here is a brief summary of the first four chapters of "Cocksucker": Chapter 1: Cocksucker...
I had been working temporarily in the DC area near the Pentagon for a few weeks. While there is an excellent mass transit system in the city, the apartment I was living in was far enough away from the Metro stations that it would take almost as much time commuting to the nearest station as it took me to go ahead and drive into work. I guess if I knew anyone...
I was bleary-eyed at eight in the morning. When I got to work, I grabbed a bagel from the pantry and headed to my desk to boot up my computer. I listened to my voicemail while eating and then logged onto the internet to do some research on the real estate market. I was always looking for new land to buy. An instant message window popped up in the corner of...
It was 2am in the morning on a Friday and I was bored out of my mind. Still, this is better then listening to my Mum and Dad argue with each other all the time. I'm just glad she's finally moved out. I love her, but she never really looked at me the same way after I came out. Well, I didn't come out, so much as I was caught with another naked teenage boy in...
It was the mid 1970's and I had just finished my graduate studies. Summer had finally arrived and I was spending my time as a part time adjunct professor and applying for fulltime work for the fall. My meager earnings allowed me to maintain a tiny apartment in a small building on the end of a nice neighborhood with small homes. My 2nd floor apartment overl...