"Are you sure?" I asked. "Yeah. I'm a little nervous, but I want to try it again," Trevor said. "Okay." I slid the tip of my middle finger forward, and Trevor breathed in quickly. "Too fast?" "No," he responded. "I just need to keep myself relaxed." I waited for a minute while he took a few breaths and tried to relax his body. "Okay, I'm ready to keep...
Hi, I was on the beach yesterday looking at hairy men with bellies when it occurred to me I never told you about this guy I met in Paramaribo. It was through a site for bear lovers, which I had never had any joy with but it has some very sexy guys, so I check in occasionally. So this guy Juan says he is in the city and looking for some fun. He was staying...
The Club The Gay Spider Strip Club opened its brass handled doors on a cool November Saturday at 4PM. Sage needed to make six hundred tonight, or his cat Pickles would be killed. He rolled his 2009 Camaro over the puddled parking lot at 3PM, he felt extra naked from his Brazilian waxing earlier. In a jean and Garfield t-shirt, he carried his thong and leggi...
Alex Wow isn't he hot! I thought this to myself as the good doctor walked away. But he's probably straight and won't even remember my name by the time he wakes up, I noted sadly. I shook my head slightly and turned to Miguel, "Well he seems nice" I said as we resumed our walk. "Yeah he does seem nice and interested in you dude." I rolled my eyes, it's ju...
The hookup that changed everything for me was also the first time I enjoyed bottoming. My wife left town for a week to visit her side of the family. With her a two-hour plane ride away, I binged on porn and Grindr every night after work. I chatted with a few married guys, struck out a couple times, and chickened out a couple times. But I finally connected wi...
After my encounter in the library restroom, I spent the next couple days in nervous exhilaration. I had to have more. I sent a message to the number I had gotten. After awhile I got a message back. "This the dude in the library?" I answered that I was the guy in the library and wanted to know about the "meeting" at the motel. The guy, Joey, said he and a...
Ethan "Stop thinking about him." "Huh?" My agitated shift in the carseat had guilt written all over it as I turned to my friend behind the wheel of the SUV. Sam squinted disparagingly at me then refocused on the road. "Nice try. Don't make me make you confront demons again, sugar. Mark is your past, thank goodness. Don't you think it's time you left him...
In a word: stability. This man in his grey suit radiated stability, there in the rain next to a lamppost, not leaning against it as I would have done, but standing on his own two goddamn legs as he texted furiously on a massive phone. I stood just under the eve of a bus shelter, on the cusp, as I was these days, of a life more adventurous. Not the least...
I found him in the classifieds, this was in the late 90's, long before internet and the kind information I was looking for was hard to come by for a naive but sexually charged 22 year. I was so nervous, I almost didn't get to the door. Once inside his townhouse he told me about his massage therapy rates, there were 3 styles of massages he offered and the thi...
Previously: I also decided to try to have something ready for him to eat when he returned. I wasn't sure if "something together for dinner" meant pizza or a restaurant or leftovers or something else, but I suddenly felt like doing something sappy like cooking a meal for him was just what I wanted. I have a boyfriend, I thought to myself as I dried my hair i...