Chapter One: Individuating His mind is a clutter of thoughts. Did I get that e-mail? I don't have any coffee. John? Was his name John? Sweet smile, nasty attitude. Is it getting hotter? I can't run like I used to. Does Carolyn think I'm gay? My feet hurt. I've got to lose five pounds. My mother would hate me if she knew. I miss Butch, he was such a good...
I sat on the edge of the sofa in my studio, palms a little sweaty and my chest thumping. He was on his way over and would be arriving at any moment. I had never been with a man before, but I was sure it would happen tonight. He had been over the night before last and I knew he'd wanted it then. He knew I'd wanted it too. But he also knew I was scared. He wa...
"I have a delivery for a 'Mr. Eric Grant'?" A delivery? "Uh, sure. That's me. Come on up." I buzzed through disembodied delivery man, and curiously awaited him until five knocks on my apartment door announced his arrival. Opening it, I was surprised by the sight of two dozen long-stem red roses and a velvety red gift box with a gold bow and ribbon. "What...
This is a joke. Because there's no way, no way, I heard him say the words I've wanted to hear for the last two years. Sticking my fingers in my ears, I jiggle them. "I've gotta get these things checked, 'cause I think heard you say something about us making love, but that can't be right." Slade laughs, grabbing my fingers from my ears. "Smartass, you know...
My first cock. I was 28 years old, a manly man, divorced from my second wife. A friend of mine whom I had been hanging out with for years was solidly gay. I'm 6 feet tall and weighed 180 pounds and Andrew was 6 feet 2 inches and weighed a solid 210 pounds. He was hairless everywhere, whereas I am a fairly hairy guy. One evening we were hanging out drinking...
Andrew is vaguely amused they've taken to frequenting the nightclub. He doesn't even remember when it started. Maybe he and Darrin met randomly here once. Maybe he kept returning hoping to see Darrin again and his efforts were rewarded. And then it may have become habit for them to drop by every so often, until it became a regular occurrence and they had dev...
The kids let me in and I went down stairs to watch the game. Kevin was the only one down there. I took my place in the recliner just before kick off. "Where is everyone?" Kevin nods for me to sit next to him so I get up and take my seat. Kevin immediately leans over and starts kissing me. I kiss back and lean into him like a high school girl. I push my hi...
It's a quiet Sunday afternoon. I'm watching an old movie when Daniel calls. He wants to come over. Sure. He says he'll be here soon. I brush my teeth and straighten up the apartment. That mostly consists of hiding the pot. Daniel's kind of weird about pot. He doesn't mind if you smoke it, but he really doesn't want to see it. I finish the housework and go b...
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Ron stood there in the entrance to my bedroom, shirtless, me kissing him, nerves were taking over him, he was terrified, scared, but I could tell he wanted me as much as I wanted him. I had him pressed to my bedroom door as I was kissing him, his arms at his sides, mine holding his face. "Tom Please I can't do this, I'm your boss, it will complicate things,...