Setting note: I was in the US Navy before DADT was implemented. Samuel and I weren't paranoid, there was actual imprisonment on the table if one was caught being gay. I subscribe to the belief that it is no crime to break an unjust law, but the military doesn't exactly share that view. I didn't realize my sexuality until after I'd enlisted, and the choice I...
You stand in the formless void of hell, having been summoned by your master. You recently got promoted above the rank and file demons that torture the unlucky denizens of this infernal realm. "Are you ready to go into the mortal world?" a voice booms from the darkness around you. "I am, my Lord" you say. You've worked hard for this promot...
Let me start by telling you first that I'm not gay, I'd never had an experience with another man, before this day. Yeah sure I'd read stories, but really even if you're not totally curious about it can you say you haven't? Well this all started off one day while I was in the Navy, I was using one of the computer in the computer lab to check e mail. I had a...
May, 1979, Key West, Florida I stopped at the fireplace and stared into it briefly. This is where he burned them, thinking he'd wiped that part of his life out, not knowing that I had copies. I set the duffel bag down and sank into the sofa facing the fireplace. We had fucked on this sofa countless times, but the only time I had seen a fire going in the fir...
As I said yesterday, Lake Powell was awesome. Kip and I barely wore anything other than just speedos the entire time which is something I don't even get to do here at home in Australia because I have random people dropping by all the time. There were 13 of us one the boat and if you consider Kip and I a couple, it was 6 couples and one single guy (Jason). K...
It's sweltering. 4 p.m. in the middle of summer. A one bedroom apartment and a broken fan. My clothes stick to my body. And I crave cock. I know who to call. I send the quick message. And pray with the dazed fervour only this heat can inspire that he is free. A reply five agonising minutes later: get ready. I am already getting hard as I grind into the bed...
It had been nearly ten years since I'd spent very much time around Bill. We had been thick as thieves when we were boys together, but as often happens, after we both graduated high school, we had gone separate ways. Bill had joined the Navy right out of high school while I had been a student for most of the next four or five years. I'd heard he'd married , b...
At 19, and in the second semester of my sophomore year at a small New England college, I was doing all that I could to suppress any homosexual urges. I kept myself pretty fit, the girls at school seemed to like me, and I even had a steady girlfriend, whom I would see only a couple of times over the weekend since I worked while going to school. Like me, she a...
James Bailey had been in the US Navy for just over a year, and he felt really good about the repeal of the "Don't ask; don't tell" policy. He still wasn't going to noise around his sexual orientation, because he considered it to be nobody's business but his and whoever his partner was at any given time, but he was relieved that the threat of expulsion from t...
I'm spent and covered in spunk in the afternoon shade. This is not my norm. This is so very far away from my norm I may need to book a flight just to get back to it. This was the very last thing I had expected when my friends, Carlo and Jay had invited me over to swim in their pool and celebrate some holiday. When I asked about the holiday, they were vague....