John was gay and he paid the price of living with his secret with loneliness. As if it was yesterday, he remembered all the lovers that he had. He had a lot of lovers and he wondered where some of them were now, Bob, Rick, George, and Tom. If only he knew then what he knew now, he would have latched on to one of them so that he wouldn't be so alone and so sa...
James got up from his place at the quaint café down the street from his apartment. Shrugging into his jacket, he waved to the young guy behind the counter and left his half full coffee cup on the table. The air outside the small café was chill but not unpleasant and James sucked in a deep breath that felt sharp entering his lungs. He hadn't been out without...
David had broken his black-stoned medallion that Charlie had given him. He always wore it, and he had taken it off to clean it and had dropped it. A little metal thing had broken apart and the stone wouldn't stay. Fortunately, one of the administrative assistants in his department told him about a place and a guy who could repair it. "There's this eclectic...
It had been over a year since their last holiday, work commitments putting pay to any of their plans. Then Nicola's workmate explained she had a family caravan in Scotland, and a short break seemed more than possible. Peter and Nicola had been together since university and moved in together soon after. Since graduating and finding employment, they had foun...
Matt was definitely crossing some boundaries this morning. He was sitting on his bed in his shared dorm room with his hand in his open pants and his nose buried in his roommate's sweaty white cotton boxer briefs. His roommate was out for a run after lifting at the gym. After he stopped in their room to change into his running shorts Matt could not resist. He...
A rainy, fall afternoon I made my first trip to the Fantasy Boutique. It's an adult bookstore in the edge of Philadelphia with toys, DVDs, magazines, and also has private dances, private viewing booths, and a three room theater. I walked in casually enough, and made my way straight back to where I realized they had girls giving private dances. On the opposi...
Searching for my credit card I'd dropped when drawing out some money from an ATM machine; I would never have guessed that such an alert, me thinking that someone had picked it up and scarpered, would start off something in my life that was so utterly complete and so wonderfully thrilling. I felt a sort of nudge behind me as I bent to search for the card, an...
The clear, blatant fact that another man wants to push his hard cock into your ass has a way of seizing a man's thoughts. I certainly didn't want to fuck him, or any man. A psychological barrier on my end of the stick, apparently. When it came to fucking, my cock pointed straight to women. But... A man fucking me? Ideas of what it would feel like, do to me,...
It was Paul's last day with his mother, and John had invited him out for the evening. There wasn't much to do in the village, but John had mentioned a film club that they could go to. "It's for men-only," John had said. "They put on a film for the boys." That sounded alright to Paul, and that evening he made his way to John's house. His mother was already...
Danny had found himself, he was gay, a fag, a poofta boi and every other thing the straight world called him, and he didn’t care. It felt right, wonderful and real to look at men and fantasize about being in bed with them. Jack had proven to be a kind caring guide in Dan’s journey as they often had sex and Dan had learned to love Jack’s enormous cock inside...