It's odd how we try to talk ourselves into and out of things. For instance, I had built up an entire world of rationalizations for my visits to Adult Book Stores. The money I was spending "would have been spent on coffee or booze and they are both bad habits." The time spent - "only an hour or so once in a while." All of that paled in front of the big one I...
A storm raged in my gut as I climbed the stairs. No denying I was aroused and eager to see him. He'd set me on edge with his first scavenger hunt command, and every errand since had only made me hornier. Major lines had been crossed with the full-monty-waxing and the girly-panty-wearing, and god help me, there was still the not insignificant matter of the...
I live near Birmingham Alabama now and started looking at the ads on the Craigslist site for a chance to hookup with someone in person and not just through a glory hole like all of my other experiences. As I looked through the ads one in particular caught my eye. It said "MWM looking to top another MWM". The ad indicated that he wanted someone to come to his...
I have an unwavering obsession with sucking cock and I don't know why, because it makes no sense. I am not attracted to men. The thought of kissing or being intimate with a man is a huge turn off. I just don't find men to be attractive. But cock? My god, show me a cock and all I can think about is how I want to put it in my mouth. And it doesn't matter wh...
Paris ABS I'm going forward with my timeline about 25 yrs. there was a long stretch where I didn't visit adult bookstores. Going into my 50's, wife not fucking or sucking, I had the old feelings. I felt like going to the old hangouts, drop a few dollars and set sucked off. Ah, to be back in the old days. I worked overnight and when I got off, just heade...
I have a private space I can go to indulge myself and my fantasies -- it's my RV. Parked in the country, I leave it there on land I own. Since I've put in a power line, water and septic, I can live there any time. And if I'm not living there, I can stay there and soak up the quiet and privacy. And indulge. It's also where I can indulge in some of my fantasie...
The following is my half of a series of emails exchanged with a very dear man who shared many similar interests to me. Everything written is true, just read them as one man's thoughts and happy memories or else loving fantasies about being with his lover. As a new arrival to Auckland in my late teens I discovered there were men's "bogs" everywhere. It did n...
I approached the video booth in the back hallway of the adult book store. I had about an hour leeway from the time that I got off work, till the time that Helen, got off at her job. I was eager that today's session would give me some nice cocks to get in my mouth. That's right. I am married, but I have been sucking cocks long before I met Helen. It started w...
Trent returned to his room still thinking about the bind boggling sexual experience he had just enjoyed. He couldn’t get it off his mind. The high level of excitement from watching the young, thin, white boy having sex with the muscular black man. How his heart throbbed when he looked through the hole in the wall and watched the firm, shaved body in the boot...
This particular evening I found myself alone again. You know that lonesome, I need to be with people feeling that you can only fully appreciate if you've ever been in a loving relationship and suddenly it's over, and you are truly alone. That deep longing for a touch, an acknowledgment of being wanted by somebody, at this point, anybody? Yeah, that feeling....