I tremble quietly as I stand waiting for the International doors to open………. Holding my green balloon, l stare aimlessly. My eyes locked, my body filled with excitement and fear. A tall handsome older man, wearing a long black coat and a big smile, slowly walks toward me. I cannot feel my feet as I am sure they are sinking into the earth. He stops only a m...
Not all New Year's go exactly how you'd plan them. Sometimes you make a resolution. Sometimes you break one. Sometimes you make a big deal of midnight. Some years it slips right by you. This is a story about my favorite accidental new year, and it's the start of a resolution of mine (to chronicle the deviant dirty joys I've experienced). This was New Year'...
***Chapter 01 - The Beginning Like so many of our beginnings, mine started to what some would call a normal life. I grew up in on the west coast and would consider my family upper class. Both my parents had successful careers and my brother and I had a lot of great experiences growing up (private sports clubs, investment in the arts, etc.). During my chil...
You guys. I went on a date the other night. Like an actual, honest-to-god date, with like, dressing up nice and dinner and expensive wine and all that jazz. It was way fancier than I'm used to, and the whole time I was worrying that I was making a fool of myself with like, my lowly normal person manners and inability to talk about The Economy or whatever it...
Some years ago I was under the supervision of a Domme Mistress called Neve who organised for me to undertake a course in sissy training so I fully understood my role as a smalldick submissive. She found me a place on a 6 week sissy training course with a teacher called Mr Deal who was very experienced and had devised such a program. I was to meet Mr Deal a...
Chapter One: A Sensual Awakening Author's note: This is my first submission. For those of you who are unfamiliar with Japanese anime, it is very different from American cartoons. Japanese anime is much more explicit, graphic in nature, and sometimes very dark in its expression of story and plot. Ergo Proxy is my personal favorite anime; for those who are in...
Yes, I am back with a new chapter. I know it's a few weeks late, but here it is and I hope you will enjoy it. I also have some additional good news. The rough drafts of chapters 9 and 10 are written and I have several Word doc. pages of chapter 11. Note: Given how many jZav words I have been including in the text I am finding the use of multiple asterisks t...
I didn't have a sequel to Time Out, which appeared in Loving Wives on July 28, 2016, in mind when I published it, and normally I would never consider doing a sequel to a story so poorly rated. However, because I REALLY like the story myself, and because I got enough comments and emails begging for a sequel, I have relented. What I do NOT do, however (at leas...
I had been struggling with paying for school. Even with loans and other financial aid, I found it difficult to make ends meet. There was simply too much to do and I still had to find time for homework and classes. I was a full-time student working two jobs. It was too much. Two years of this and I was so tired. I had made my decision. I was going to transf...
I’m lying on a big bed with huge posts and mosquito netting. You’ve tied my hands, crisscrossed at my wrists, above my head and around the brass headboard. This makes my breasts stand tall, the nipples hard as little rocks. I love the way they look and wish I could lick them. I hear you in the kitchen and the anticipation of what you’re doing is making me cr...