Alea: It was a random thought of mine one day, just a curiosity that grew into a little bit of research that grew in to a desire then to fetish then to an obsession.

I want to become something else, completely, I don't care what.

It could be a freak of nature, a piece of furniture, a sex toy, an object, a doll, a robot, anything at all but I want to be FORCED to do it by a dominant, harsh, controlling and sadistic, psychologically twisted man... or maybe a woman, who knows.