Part 9: Sharon and Joe attend an unusual holiday party.

This is the continuation of an email correspondence I had with a woman named Sharon Alderson. If you have not read the previous parts I suggest you go back and read from the beginning to get the full background. This conversation includes elements of wife swapping/sharing and group sex. If you don't approve of these behaviors then don't read on.

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Dec 12/08/2009 11:44PM

Sharon,

I'm sorry it's taken so long to get back to you. Things have been very busy around here lately. I don't know if I've told you before, but my wife went back to school last summer to be a Pastry Chef and the homework, believe it or not, is brutal. There's a lot more book work and research than I would have thought. Who knew there was so much to know about yeast? Anyway this means I have to take care of most of the household chores and that has been taking much of my time. On top of that I have been trying to get new chapters of my Literotica stories out. I have some very dedicated fans and I feel like I have been letting them down lately. Maybe I set up some unrealistic expectations on how fast I could churn out new material. I had already written quite a bit of both stories before I decided to post them on online, so I was able to post the first few chapters pretty quickly; maybe too quickly. I probably should have paced things better. And of course this time of the year is busy anyway with Christmas coming up quickly.

A few comments about Ron's visit. I didn't really doubt by this time that Joe had fantasies about seeing you with another man. It's nice to find out that I was correct anyway. I don't think I'm going out onto a limb to predict that his fantasy goes much deeper than just you giving a blow job, though. I think you had better prepare for Joe to continue to press you into situations where you will have the opportunity to have sex with other men, probably Ron, but that may just be the start. I know this sounds a bit extreme right now, but I'd rather be wrong about this than have you surprised by some encounter and react badly.

Hugs,

Paul.

Dec 12/09/08 3:41 AM

Paul

I understand completely. Just be glad you have a loyal following.

What's funny is that I was sitting down to write you about the same holiday concerns. Sex and shopping are my two major weaknesses and this certainly is the time of year for shopping. Like you, I haven't been writing to you as much because I have been so busy and no other reason. I figured you understood that but thought I'd tell you anyway.

I have some more to tell you about Ron but nothing as major as what I've already told you about. It can wait.

Your friend

Jeanne

Dec 12/09/08 7:17 PM

Sharon,

Or should I call you Jeanne? That's how you signed your last email. Yes, it's nice that I have a loyal following, but it does put a little pressure on me to keep posting new chapters at a regular rate. If not for you, I wouldn't even have realized how my little stories potentially impacted my readers. Now I feel some responsibility to them.

Anyway, thanks for getting back to me. I'm sure we'll both be busy for the rest of the month, but I'll try to keep in touch regardless.

Your friend,

Paul.

Dec 12/11/08 8:23 PM

Paul

Better stick with Sharon since Jeanne is my sister. I had to answer her e-mail next so I guess she was on my mind when I closed.

Sharon

Dec 12/19/08 8:30 PM

Sharon,

I'm sorry I have not written in a while. I've been busy at work putting in overtime the last week or so, and last weekend I came down with some sort of virus that laid me low. Combined with the holiday activities and clearing out all the snow we've been getting lately and I guess it's no surprise. Still, it doesn't take me that long to type up a quick note, so I don't really have a very good excuse.

Anyway, I'm nearly done with my Christmas shopping (whew), but there's plenty of wrapping and decorating and such left. Because of the economy we have been trying to stick to a strict budget for everybody, which is good, but makes the shopping more difficult and take longer. The good news is that I just got my contract at work renewed and I got a 3% rate increase! I would have been happy just to have kept my job. From what I hear most of my coworkers did not receive an increase, so I guess they really like my work.

I have something funny to tell you. My wife told me the other morning that she had a weird dream where you showed up at the door and wanted to marry me! She's never acted jealous of our friendship, but I guess there is some concern at the subconscious level. That's probably perfectly normal, but I found it interesting anyway. We talked about it and I reaffirmed my love and commitment to her, in more ways than one, even though she knows I'm totally crazy about her. Relationships: they take continual work, but sometimes it can be fun!

Hugs,

Paul.

Dec 12/20/08 1:22 PM

Paul,

I've been too busy shopping to write you.

I'll get back to you when I can. Hope you understand. Lot's to tell you but not now.

Jeanne

Dec 12/20/08 4:19 PM

Sharon,

I understand. Just don't let yourself get stressed out by it all. I know how easy it is for that to happen; sometimes we can put too much pressure on ourselves. Make sure to leave yourself some "me time" and enjoy the holidays.

Paul.

Dec 12/21/08 4:08 PM

Paul

Maybe you don't understand this. I LOVE SHOPPING!!!!! No stress here.

love ya

Jeanne

Dec 12/21/08 5:08 PM

Sharon,

OK, now all you have to do is figure out how to have sex while shopping! Maybe you should to and visit the Mall of America. The IKEA store there alone might almost be enough to give you an orgasm.

Just kidding! Have fun kiddo, cause it's all over soon! I've got presents to wrap, gotta go.

Hugs,

Paul.

Dec 12/22/08 10:04 PM

Paul

I've been trying to steer Joe away from more activities with Ron and Diane. What I haven't told you is that Ron has called me twice in the afternoon to see if I wanted to get together with him privately. I didn't like that.

Anyway, Joe just told me that we are invited to a small "intimate" gathering with Ron, Diane, and another couple. That is to be Saturday. As of this moment, I'm not real happy with it or Joe for already accepting.

More later

Sharon.

Dec 12/22/08 11:32 PM

Sharon,

Oh my, I hadn't foreseen that Ron would pursue you when Joe was not there. I can see why that would upset you. Given that Joe wants to watch, it doesn't seem like this is something that he would put Ron up to. Does Joe know that Ron is calling you like this? If you have not talked to your husband about this I would urge you to do so as soon as possible. And if you are feeling uncomfortable about Saturday for any reason, then you should tell Joe that too. He needs to understand what your feelings are about these things. It's OK for you to be a little submissive and let Joe steer your sex life into interesting areas that you are a bit reluctant about, but you have to be able to trust him to take your feelings into account. Also you must set limits and he must respect them. Communication is the key to any successful relationship, but this is especially true when sex is involved.

Sorry about the lecture, but I'm worried about you. I've seen these situations go sideways before even when everybody involved thinks they are ready. Sex can so easily get entangled with emotions and motivations can easily come under question. Remember your jealousy of Diane a few weeks ago. Only you can know if you are ready for another extramarital adventure, so don't let Joe or anybody else push you into it if you are not.

But if you are, this could a lot of fun for both of you. I'm guessing that they will want to play the dancing in the dark game after a few drinks to loosen everybody up. You enjoyed it before with just Ron and Diane, so it should be even more fun with another couple. I'm guessing they were one of the other couples at that first Saturday party, so they know what the score is. It didn't sound like Ron and Diane "played" with a lot of other couples, so the odds are that I'm correct.

I hope you don't mind, but I've been using some of your experiences in my stories. Don't worry, all the names are different as are some of the details. I doubt even someone that was there would recognize the events as something that happened to them, but if you wish I'll let you review it before I post it online. If you don't like something I'll change it until it passes your muster.

Concerned hugs,

Paul.

Dec 12/24/08 1:36 AM

Hi Paul,

Thanks for the lecture and I appreciate your concern but it is unfounded. Joe and I do communicate openly and there are no problems there. Like a lot of husbands, or I should say nearly all husbands, we can be taken for granted. Accepting the invitation for this weekend was him taking for granted that I would be fine with that. We have talked and he knows better now. Joe also knows about Ron calling me. He isn't concerned and even said it would have been fine if I would have said yes. In fact, he wished I would have said yes.

I'm not going to let Joe or anyone else push me into anything I don't want to do. That isn't a problem. I do understand all of your concerns but there is no need to worry. My relationship with Joe is strong and if nothing ever happens outside of our marriage we will remain happy together.

With everything you have been worried about, you have missed the real reason for my concern. It probably never crossed your mind.

What worries me the most is not Joe, Ron, or even Diane. What worries me is ME!!!

From everything I have told you, you know, I'm a very sexually oriented person. I'll just come right out and say it, I LOVE SEX!!! There is no sense in lying to myself or you about it. In my past, I was involved in some pretty wild situations and I loved it. Since I married Joe, I put all of that behind me and essentially began a new life. I'm now happier in every aspect of my life then I have ever been. The sole exception is that I miss the wild sexual times and multiple partners.

After I gave Ron that blow job, I got concerned. I told myself and you that I did it to please Joe. What scared me is that I loved it. I loved the feel of another man's cock. It really didn't matter who's it was. It was different and exciting.

I'm mostly concerned that If I let myself go, I'll like it too much and won't want to stop. I'm afraid that I will keep wanting more and more and won't stop. I guess you could compare me with a reformed alcoholic who is afraid to even take one drink because he knows he will lose control. Maybe I'm a sexaholic. I'm afraid I will lose control and it won't be Ron calling me, it will be me calling Ron.

Sharon

Dec 12/24/08 10:51 PM

Sharon,

Sex addiction is a recognized, legitimate psychological condition and for all I know you may be afflicted by it. But I doubt it. A real addict would not have been able to stop for such a long time without professional help. Either way it's a good sign that you can admit it. The fact that you could say no to Ron is also a good sign; it shows that you do have some control over it. Whether you can maintain that control is another issue, but it seems to me that you have a strong will, which will help immensely.

Now that Joe (and Ron) know that you have a stronger libido than you originally let on, I don't think you can put that Jeanie back in the bottle. For better or worse I think you are now on a path that will inexorably lead to more sex outside your marriage, and probably just more sex period. At this point I have a feeling that Joe would never be completely happy if you went back to the way it was before. You have whet his sexual appetite for something different and thrown fuel on the bonfire of his fantasies about you.

I don't know where this road will lead you, but I will continue to help you interpret the scenery, if you wish. Just try to steer clear of the pot-holes. (Am I Mr Analogy tonight or what?)

And one more thing: Merry Christmas! I truly hope all your days will be merry and bright!

Christmas hugs,

Paul.

Dec 12/29/08 6:24 PM

Sharon,

I came across another picture that I thought might be one that Jay took and uploaded, so I've attached it for your inspection.

We had a good Christmas over here and are now gearing up for New Years Eve. We don't get too wild anymore, we just spend the evening at my friend's house. We eat, drink a little, play some Trivial Pursuit, smoke cigars (at least us guys), etc. We're usually home by one o'clock, which makes us pretty boring I know, but we manage to stay safe.

How did your party go on Saturday?

Hugs,

Paul.

Jan 01/01/09 2:38 PM

Sharon,

I hope you and Joe had a good time ringing in the new year and did not drink too much. Enjoy the next few days; Monday the daily grind starts again and it's a long time before the next holiday.

Hugs,

Paul.

Jan 01/01/09 8:57 PM

Paul,

We got through New Years just fine. The only drink I had was a glass of wine at midnight. I spent most of today taking down decorations and putting them away. I don't know about you but I'm glad the holidays are over. I'm looking forward to things getting back to normal.

Did you and your wife have your normal New Years at your friend's house? We went to the local Elks Lodge again for a dance. Ron and Diane were there and invited us to a party after the dance. Joe seemed like he wanted to go but I just wanted to go home. I got my way. I've got a little bit of a cold and that doesn't lend itself to the kind of activity that probably would have happened at one of those parties. Besides, for some reason, I just don't feel very sexy with a runny nose.

Just a note; God forbid, I do think I'm getting old. Ron, Diane and that crowd are in their late twenties and early thirties. I'm 43 and Joe is 49. We all seem to get along fine and the age difference isn't really a factor except with our lifestyles. These people are the party hard crowd. When I was that age, it was clubs and parties every weekend. Now, I just don't feel a part of that crowd. Joe seems to enjoy it more then I do. In my opinion, I think he is going through a mid life crisis.

I've been trying to write and tell you about last Saturday but keep getting interrupted. Alone time seems to be at a premium this time of year. I write some, save it, and write more later. It is nearly done and I will send it along as soon as I finish. I could just tell you in a few sentences the results of that evening but I always feel that with you it is important explain how things happened too. Sometimes I will write something and after re-reading it say to myself, yes that is what happened but it's not the way I want to present it to you. So I delete it and write it again. I think you understand. I not only want to tell you what happened but try to give you the feeling of how it came about. Funny, that is the way I teach history classes!!

Take care

Jeanne

Jan 01/04/09 4:11 PM

Sharon,

I'm glad that your New Years celebration didn't get out of hand, but I'm sorry to hear that you had a cold. I hope you are feeling better now. My wife and and I and my youngest son went over to my friend's house as we have for the last 15 New Years. It was quiet until their children showed up with some of their friends, but we enjoyed ourselves. At our age we don't drink too heavily anymore; it just takes too long to recover the next day.

I was a little surprised when I read that you were 43. In your picture you look much younger and so even taking into consideration that it is several years old I still had you pegged at more like 35. You should feel flattered that the "younger crowd" are attracted to you. Enjoy it while it lasts, eventually time will catch up with you. I think you are probably right about Joe; he is probably feeling his age and hanging with the younger set probably lets him pretend he was young again, if only for a short while. That 50 year mark is kind of a watershed for men. It seems like it's all downhill from there and all the excitement is over.

I really appreciate that you are taking your time in telling me about that last party; you know I like the details. That is, by the way, very perceptive of you. On the other hand, I do get a bit impatient when I don't hear from you for a few days. You almost always say something funny and/or interesting, so I look forward to your emails. All of that said, I do understand that you have a life and sometimes just get too busy to write; I just have to remind myself of that occasionally.

I know what you mean about not having much alone time lately. I call it my "me" time, and I have to use it carefully since I don't normally get much at any time of the year, but even more so during the holidays. Sometimes I just have to pick my time carefully.

Hugs,

Paul.

Jan 01/11/09 2:33 PM

Sharon,

The last time you wrote you said you weren't feeling well, and since it's been over a week since then I've become a bit concerned. I hope you are OK. You've probably just been busy with more important things lately, but I also know the squeaky wheel gets the grease, so "squeak, squeak". ;-)

I'm doing pretty well myself. I'm especially happy that the weight loss I started last summer has continued. I have not been weighing myself, but I'd guess I've lost about 10 or 15 pounds so far. I do know that my waistline has gotten smaller. I was pushing 38 inches, but I'm now a comfortable 36. At this rate I'll be back down to 34 by the summer. I haven't been that slim in a very long time.

Stay warm and have fun.

Paul.

Jan 01/13/09 2:15 PM

Hi Paul,

I wasn't feeling that well and thanks for being concerned. What I think it was, was a lack of rest. With the holidays, I think I was just trying to do too much and let myself get run down. I'm one of those people who needs my 8 to 10 hours of sleep every day.

It's nice to hear that you are losing weight. It sounds like you are happy about it and you seem to have a sense of accomplishment. I never seem to gain any weight and have never had a problem with that. I guess it is a blessing because I know so many people who struggle with weight. I could actually use a few more pounds.

I'm still trying to get the time to tell you about that party. I haven't forgotten.

Sharon

Jan 01/14/09 6:50 PM

Sharon,

I'm relieved that nothing serious is wrong, but I hope you start feeling better soon. I have to admit that the thought did occur to me that maybe you were getting bored with our conversation and were trying to shake me off. I'm glad that's not the case. If you want to you can break up your narrative on the party into multiple parts it that makes it easier for you. I won't keep you any longer; rest up and get well.

Hugs,

Paul.

Jan 01/21/09 2:51 AM

Hi Paul

No I'm not getting bored with our communications. It is really the exact opposite. I miss it. Right now I'm feeling fine but I have been trying to spend less time on the computer. It was a comment from Joe that got my attention. He asked if I knew how much time I spend on the computer. He wasn't angry or anything like that. He was more concerned about me becoming addicted to this machine.

E-mail is only a small part of the time I spend on the computer. I was spending a lot of time with on line chess and playing a chess game. The other thing was looking up historical information. I would spend hours going from site to site looking up information just because I wanted to know it. Yesterday was a prime example. After watching the inauguration, I had to fight the urge to go to the computer and look up other inaugurations to see how this one compared. I didn't do it but if I would have, it would have consumed the entire afternoon.
I've been neglecting you and many of my other friends only because you are friends and I knew I could. That isn't good.

I really need to catch you up on what has been going on with my sex life. That is my new top priority. You will be hearing from me a lot more.

Sharon

Jan 01/21/09 4:18 AM

Hi Paul,

This is my catch up letter. I'm going to try to touch on all of the things that I was neglected.

A while back you asked if it was OK with me to include some of the things I told you in some of the stories you write. I have been meaning to tell you it was OK but don't think I ever got around to it. Now I'm telling you officially that it is fine with me. In fact, I'm flattered that you would think that some of the things I've done would be that interesting. Please feel free to use anything you like.

The picture you sent was definitely not me. Facially, there was a slight resemblance but no resemblance at all with my body. I was never that pudgy and my boobs aren't shaped at all like that. I had a much better figure then her. That sounds conceded but it is true.

I also want to thank you for the compliment about my age. I may not look 43 to you but I certainly feel it. Actually, I'm one of those people who always looked younger then my age. I think being small has something to do with it. Perhaps the biggest compliment I got was when I had to show ID to buy my husband beer at a baseball stadium. I was 34 at the time. I used to find it annoying when people thought I was younger. Now I feel complimented. Guess that is a true sign of age.

I still have to buy clothes in the teen department. Now that is annoying.

Now for what happened on that Saturday night;

As you know, Joe was all excited about going to the party but I had reservations. As that Saturday approached, I made the decision to just let whatever was going to happen, happen. Whenever I would ask Joe what he expected, the answer was always "just enjoy yourself". That didn't answer my question. What I did know was that sex games are played but I really didn't know how far they actually went. These people claimed that they weren't swappers but everything seemed to indicate that they were. Joe seemed very, very interested in throwing me into the mix but didn't seem that interested in participating himself. He was interested in Diane because she is very attractive and unlike me, very outgoing. Still, even with her, he has a take it or leave it attitude. What Joe did find terribly exciting was watching me give a blow job to his friend Ron. If nothing else, that got me some great sex with Joe after it happened.

Joe wanted me to wear something sexy to the party. What is weird is that they never use the word party, it's always "get together's". I thought about it but decided I would rather be comfortable. This was informal and I felt a cocktail dress would be over dressed. Diane would probably be wearing next to nothing but that is Diane. It was chilly so I decided to wear a mid length sweater dress with a thin belt and low heels. The dress buttoned down the front so I could leave a few extra open on both ends to make it sexy enough to please Joe. I had thoughts of wearing nothing under it but decided out of modesty to at least wear panties. The dress was gray so I wore a black silk bikini.

We arrived at 8:00 at Ron's house and were introduced to two guests who were already there. Tim was a guy in his late 50's and Ron's boss. I found out later he was actually 62. The other guy there was a co worker of Ron's named Kevin. He also appeared to be in his mid 50's. Both men were there as singles because they were both divorced. Diane wasn't there. Ron explained that she had flown out west to see her family and decided to stay an extra day.

Tim seemed to take an immediate interest in me. I was immediately concerned about being the only female there. Knowing how these parties went, my first thoughts were "Am I the evenings entertainment?" There was just me and 4 guys. Then two other couples arrived.

One couple seemed strange to me. The woman (Fran) must have weighed close to 200 pounds while her husband (Dave) couldn't have been heavier then 140. What a mismatch. The other couple was young (very young) newlyweds. Duane was 21 and his wife of 6 months(Marsha) was only 19. She was attractive but seemed very nervous and intimidated around these people who were all old enough to be her parents.

The guys started throwing darts, Marsha and I talked, and Fran ate. She nearly wiped out a huge cheese plate herself. The first thing I was stuck with was that Marsha was as dumb as a rock. She had this blank look on her face that just told you there was nothing inside her head. Fran commented that the pepperoni cheese cubes were very good and Marsha said "I didn't know they put stuff in cheese."

Duh!! Her husband Duane seemed to be trying to prove that he could out drink everyone at the party. Within an hour, he was drunk, loud, and slurring his words.

This "get together" was not at all what I had expected. I felt more comfortable being the only woman there with 4 guys then I did with the eating machine and the mental dwarf.

After cleaning up all of the food in sight, Fran announced that they had to be going because of their babysitter. She collected her husband and they were gone. Joe came over to sit with me on the love seat and Ron went to the other love seat to sit with Marsha. Ron's interest in the young girl was obvious. As long as she was there, I was going to be second on his list and that was fine with me. Duane was drunk and trying to shoot pool with Kevin. Tim sat on the coffee table in front of Joe and I. Actually it was in front of me. He was virtually ignoring Joe to engage me in conversation. It was a welcome relief from the air head.

Tim seemed to be a very take charge type of person. You could tell he was a boss. Joe just sat there with his arm around my shoulder while Tim told me what a lovely woman I was. he mentioned the fact that he liked that I hadn't worn hose and within a minute his hands were on my legs. First it was my calves then up my thighs to the hem of my dress. I was just letting him do his thing. Then he moved his hands back down and lifted my right foot. He removed my heel to look at my foot. In reality he was looking up my dress and with my foot up he had a clear view.

Tim's next move surprised me. he took my foot and moved it down so that it was firmly placed over the erection in his pants. Then as if he knew I wouldn't object, he placed his hand over my foot and began rubbing himself with the sole of my foot. he was being very obvious about it. About that time, Joe poked me and pointed to Ron and air head. Ron was kissing her and his hand was down inside her jeans. A few minutes after that, Ron told her husband that he was going to show her the rest of the house and they disappeared. I had my hands full here or should I say foot full.

Tim started getting braver and reached up with his free hand to unbutton a button on the bottom half of my dress. Then he reached for the next one up and opened it. He got a big smile on his face and asked how many he could open before I stopped him. I told him that I hadn't considered that. Two more buttons popped open and my dress was now open to just below my belt. Then as if to give his approval, Joe started on the buttons from the top down until only my belt held my dress together.

Tim opened the belt and my dress fell open exposing my breasts and panties. When we first went there I had made up my mind to just let things happen. Things were happening. Tim complimented my small frame and Joe just sat there like the proud partner. Hands went up my legs and Tim started yanking at my panties. I lifted my hips and off they went. Tim's exact words were "I can't wait to fuck you."

My response was "Then don't wait."

Tim got a surprised look on his face and asked "Right here?"

My answer was "Why not?"

Tim was at a loss. He wasn't expecting me to say that. Finally he said that he thought something more private would be better. I had really gotten into a "I don't care" mood. It was pretty clear that Tim didn't want to have sex with me in front of my husband and the other two men. Like Ron, he suggested that we see the rest of the house.

My answer was "Sure, why not?" Joe didn't say a thing as we left the room. Tim and I went upstairs.

It was easy to tell what bedroom Ron and air head was in the door was open. As we walked by, I clearly saw air head naked on her hands and knees while Ron pounded into her from behind. I found out later he was doing her anally.

We went into one of the other two bed rooms. I took my dress off and got onto the bed. Tim undressed as quickly as he could. It seemed like he was trying to hurry before I changed my mind. Tim got on the bed and started kissing and fingering me. I didn't feel like kissing. Then he started moving his head down to give me oral. I didn't want that either. I stopped him and said "Tim, just fuck me."

Yes, those were my exact words. He crawled up between my legs and worked himself into me. It felt good. He was going very slow. A couple of times I felt his weight on me and thought he was going to crush me. Like I said, it felt good but I didn't achieve an orgasm. This was just too weird. I was willingly letting a guy I really didn't know and who normally wouldn't have a shot at me under any circumstance have sex with me.

Tim held out longer then I thought he would. He finished and I went into the adjoining bathroom to clean up. When I came out he was dressed. I threw my dress on and we went back downstairs.

When we entered the game room, I got a sight I won't soon forget. Air head was sucking off my husband. That answered my question about why he never came upstairs to watch. Ron rushed right over to me and asked if I was cool with this. I answered "I just fucked Tim so why shouldn't I be."

I wasn't OK with it. I didn't like seeing it but said nothing. Her husband was passed out in a chair with his zipper down and everyone else was just watching air head pleasure my husband. I sat with Ron and watched the last few minutes of the show.

When it was done, she got up and Joe fixed his pants. I told Joe I wanted to go home. We left.

More has happened since but that is another e-mail.

Sharon