I had worked with Amadeus for years. We had a common interest in reading but other than that, we were quite different. I was straight and Amadeus obviously gay. He tried to conceal it at work but when we were alone, he would adjust my tie, put his hand on my shoulder while we talked, sit very close to me when we were alone, etc.

I knew he wanted me just by the way he acted around me. As the years went on, the more curious I became. Overtime, I started thinking of him when I masturbated in the shower. My fantasies progressed over time as follows:

• Masturbating in front of each other

• Masturbating while making out. The idea of a deep french kiss while jacking off together would send me over the edge

• Masturbating on each other while we made out. The idea of me cumming all over his hand while we jacked each other off would cause a huge orgasm.

• Fucking him in the ass. I would fuck him while he was on his back and watch him cum on his stomach.

• Him fucking me in the ass. This one always made me really hot. I would fantasize about riding his cock. After I would cum, it wouldn't take me long to get hard again thinking about him fucking my ass. This one surprised me that it made me so hot but once I started using toys and cumming with them in my ass, the idea of getting ass fucked always makes me hard.

One day, the phone rang and he needed help with his computer at home again.

If I go, I decided, I am going to make a pass and see what happens. I need to see where this goes as I am having hot dreams about him a few times a week and wake up each morning with a wet, raging hard on.