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Conditioning of a Scat Slave Pt. 01

With lots of time to dwell on a recently failed relationship and a love-life with little direction, Claudia inadvertently falls into perversions of scat persuasion. While allowing herself to get carried away in her newfound dark fetish, she finds her limits challenged when she reaches out to the scat world for someone to help fulfill her fantasy.

Part 1 - Claudia's New Desires

Every 30 seconds Claudia was routinely checking Google Maps; doing so to interrupt the bouts of butterflies in her stomach. Only Claudia herself knew that she was on her way to her first ever scat date. Only Claudia herself knew of her dark fetish. She possessed neither the appearance, nor the demeanor of anyone who was anything other than vanilla. The shame and embarrassment of her new penchant for scat was a discourse even beyond the confidence of her sister; the only person who knew everything about her. Everything but. Who could ever understand or comprehend her arousal from such an abhorrent activity.

Naturally, no one ever suggested or suspected anything obscure of Claudia's private life. Albeit worried about the distinct absence of dating activity, Claudia's friends and family merely presumed Claudia had retreated back to the shy and timid girl she was before her last relationship. True to an extent. A lack of self-confidence presented frequent obstacles regarding confrontation, particularly at work; where an inability to speak up and defend herself was affecting her work life. Issues Claudia identified, but had no solution for.

Looking out of the bus at the passing English countryside, Claudia reflected on her journey to here and now.

It was three years to the day yesterday that Claudia's boyfriend, Thomas, had broken up with her and subsequently moved out. It was shortly after that serendipity, of sorts, intervened and Claudia took a leap of faith into previously unthought-of desires.

In the dust of Thomas' departure was a collection of his unwanted belongings that Claudia was left to clean out. She stumbled on his old lap top, one which Claudia had never seen him use. Thomas had a newer model that Claudia was sure he owned from at least when he moved in with her, so she was hardly surprised this one had been discarded. With mounting bills and a desire for a laptop of her own, Claudia powered it up to see if she could salvage it and save herself some money. It was a touch slow, but worked fine and had no password security. This'll do, she thought.

Like all good ex-girlfriends, Claudia couldn't resist the temptation to survey Thomas' browser history.

"Wonder what dirty shit you've been watching," she joked. "Hmmm, Youporn huh? What an unoriginal name," she scoffed. The title of Hardcore BDSM piqued her interest.

"You perverted little shit!" she chuckled, but not without a cheeky peek at some whipping and hot wax videos. Claudia continued down the categories list.

"What the Hell is scat?" she inquired. A few curious clicks later she found herself horrified and disgusted, but continued watching. Then a confusing arousal forced her to shamefully slam the laptop closed.

"What the fuck is wrong with me?" she asked herself. "I really need to start dating again." A suggestion that would be in vain. The next day at work it was all Claudia could think about. Unproductively fantasizing and making herself moist in the middle of the office. She recalled pooping in her pants at the age of 7 when she was out with her mother and they couldn't find a restroom. Claudia remembered being scolded badly by her mother, but also feeling confused by the warm spread that blanketed her buttocks.

Something had unlocked inside Claudia, her spare time now often spent masturbating to videos of girls being shit on. The submissive worthlessness she imagined them feeling gave her the most rupturing orgasms. Abdicating all control to serve no purpose other than to be humiliated for someone else's pleasure. It felt strangely liberating and it was something she yearned to feel.

With plenty of time alone, researching, it was only a matter of time before Claudia began experimenting with her own poop. The first few times she was disgusted in herself by the time she was finished, but she always felt compelled to do it again. At first she would lie on her back in the bath while holding up some of her fresh waste, and then letting it fall onto her chest; imagining someone was standing over her. Eventually, she graduated to smearing onto her face and enjoyed the rush she felt from the smell and from being so repulsive. Some days at work she refrained from using the bathroom for as long as possible, saving it up to rush home to a humungous dump to play with at her delight.

As she learned more about herself and what turned her on, Claudia refined her fetish. Shit that was a little soft was her favorite. It smeared much nicer than shit that was too hard, so Claudia made sure to increase her water intake; keeping her excrement at the preferred texture. By now she was even slowly pushing shit into her mouth. She'd shit on a plate and press her lips to the edge before letting it slide into her waiting mouth; rimming the plate, pretending it was someone's asshole releasing a load. Claudia had done her research and knew of the health risks; so she was careful not to swallow. She was smart and calculated; normally.

After an uneventful 28th birthday and not much going right in her life, Claudia decided she owed herself a guilty, but pleasurable reward. She wanted to uncage her inner submissive so that it could be caged by somebody else. She carefully picked a reputable website to subscribe to and took her time finding the right ad in search of her first ever scat meet-up. She wasn't a lesbian, but wanted the 'safety' of a woman. In any case, this didn't feel like sex to her so gender was irrelevant. Claudia also looked for experience, someone who could offer tutelage, so when she glanced at Mistress Eva's ad for a toilet slave, all the boxes appeared to have checks in them.

"Experienced Mistress Seeking Toilet Slave," read Claudia. "To serve me as I see fit," wonderful she thought. "England's leading scat Mistress," perfect! "Prepare to be broken in under my domination." The last line scared her a little, but also served to hype her adrenaline a little more. The excitement of the buildup was like nothing she'd felt before. Despite feeling like she was succumbing to reckless abandon, Claudia decided life was too short to suppress desires.

Mistress Eva's first reply was precise and to the point. "Experience? Are you available January 23?"

Claudia replied with, "Yes and yes." The first 'yes' felt like a lie, but the question was vague. Did she mean experience with scat or experience playing with others? Worried she'd be rejected, she opted for her preferred interpretation only to realize that what she'd written on her profile contradicted her answer. To her surprise and feverish excitement, she received a reply regardless. A handful of succinct exchanges later and it was officially a date. Was this really happening? Claudia felt unprecedented adrenaline at the sheer idea of it and began counting down to the day.
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