The following are instructions I wrote for my baby girl who was 19 at the time. We lived long distance and I wanted her to have something that could help her feel connected to me. I am almost twenty years older than her, and the age gap between us was something that turned her on. Any discussion in this piece to age or me being older than her is in reference to that age gap.

Listen to me very carefully. I want to give you instructions on how to read this. This is not a story. You are meant to interact with this writing. I will ask you questions throughout and I want you to actually respond. Responding in your head is OK if you're not comfortable, but I prefer you to respond out loud. There are only two acceptable responses as you read through this writing, "Yes, Daddy" or "No, Daddy." Do you understand? You should have either just though the words "Yes, Daddy" or said them out loud. See how simple it is? [Yes, Daddy] Good! Under no circumstance are you allowed to use any toys as you read this. You will only be allowed to use your hand. I want you to imagine I am speaking these words to you. I want you to imagine my voice is soft and hypnotic, almost a whisper but still incredibly forceful. I want you to imagine my stern stubble-covered face in the room with you. I want you to imagine I am lying beside you in your bed or standing next to you in your chair giving you these instructions. Do you understand? [Yes, Daddy] Good girl. Let's begin.

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I want to play a game with you. The game is simple. All you have to do is follow my instructions and do as exactly as I say. Not following my instructions will make Daddy very angry and I will have to punish you. If you follow my instructions Daddy will be very happy with his little girl. He will want to reward with you lots of kisses and cuddles. You don't want to make Daddy angry, do you?

No? I didn't think so. You would rather make Daddy very happy, wouldn't you?

Good. I know how much you love getting kisses and cuddles. Daddy loves giving them to you very much so I hope you can follow what I tell you. Listen close. I'm going to count backwards from ten to one. The second I say "one" you need to start cumming. If you cum before I say "one" I'll punish you. Cumming after I say "one" will not be allowed. If you haven't cum by the time I hit one then I'll slap your hand away from your little girl parts. Do you understand so far?

Good, First I want you to get comfortable. Turn out the lights. Turn off the TV and music. I only want you to hear my strong Daddy voice. Make sure no one will bother us. Lock your door and then come over next to me. Slide off your bottoms and then pull down your little girl panties. That's it. That's a good girl. Now lay down beside me. Rest your arms by your side and just keep listening to my words. Keep listening to my strong Daddy voice. Now, take your hand and slide the backs of your fingers across your cheek, slowly down to your neck. Feel your fingers just glide over your skin, barely making contact. Repeat this a couple of times just up and down along your face to your neck and then back up. That's it. That's a good girl. Daddy thinks you are so pretty. Does that feel good, baby?

Good, daddy is so glad you are feeling good. Now take your hand and slide it down over your breasts. Just gently circle your nipples with the tip of your finger around and around until they stand erect. That's a good girl. Now, slide your fingers down to your stomach and then back up to your breasts, the backs of your fingers tickling your soft skin. Good. Now listen to what I have to say next because it is very, very important.

TEN!

Keep focused on my voice. Just listen to my deep Daddy voice. Hear my words and pay close attention. All that matters right now is your Daddy's voice deep inside your little girl head. Slide your fingers down your leg, slowly over your thigh to your knee and then back up again. Imagine it is Daddy's hand on you now, his gentle touch along your thigh. Feel his hand moving up and down your leg over and over, up and down up and down, and each time he slides his hand up he gets a little closer to your princess parts. That's it. Does it feel good, baby?

Good, you look so beautiful here in the dark. Daddy is so lucky to have his little girl. Does my little girl want to touch her special parts?

I thought she might. Keep focused on my voice. That's it. Feel my words borrowing inside your head. Now take your middle and index finger and use them to part your little girl lips, slide them between, up and down, carefully working your fingers deeper. That's it. Ease them in up to your first knuckle and then slowly pull them out. Good girl, now do it again. As you pull your fingers out pull out your juices for daddy. Get your little girl pussy dripping. Daddy loves when it is all sleek and shiny. Good, now push deeper into you. Ease your fingers into your second knuckle. Oh that, is so good. Daddy loves seeing your little girl fingers disappear. Pull out more of your sweet juices each time your fingers slide out. That's it. Slowly in and out. Good girl. Now, drag as much of your sweetness you can up to your clit. Good girl. Do this over and over again, your fingers all the way in and then all the way out covering your little clit in cum. Does that feel good, baby?

Good, are you nice and wet for, Daddy?

I know you are. Are you ready?

NINE!

Place the tips of your middle and index finger about a half inch about your clit and hold it there for just a moment. Now SLOWLY start moving in a clockwise circle as if your fingers represent 12:00 and your clit was 6:00. In your head I want you to count to three. One thousand-one, one thousand-two, one thousand-thee. That is how long it should take you to make one full revolution bring the tips of your fingers back to 12:00. Good girl, one thousand-one, one thousand-two, one thousand-thee, around and around. Do you hear daddy's voice as you touch yourself?

Good, focus on my words. Feel them taking root inside your brain. Daddy owns you. You are his. Daddy wants you under his spell. He wants you all for himself. Hear my voice. Listen to my words. That's it. That's a good girl. I can feel you wanting to go faster. I can feel you fighting your little girl hand to keep from moving quicker. Daddy is so proud of you for following my instructions. Keep going around and around the clock, one-thousand-one, one-thousand-two, one-thousand-three. Good girl.

EIGHT!

Still moving around and around the clock, one-thousand-one... I want you to focus on your daddy. I want you to think about how much older I am than you. I have so much more experience than you and you are just an innocent little girl. That should make you feel tiny and small. That should make you feel curious and full of wonder. You have so many questions and all your answers are right here in Daddy's voice. Listen to his strong Daddy voice. Feel him inside your head. Let me in. Let me control your little girl brain. I am so much older than you, aren't I?

Does that turn you on, that the fact that Daddy is so much older and wiser and more experienced than you?

Good, I like knowing that turns you on. Do you see the gray in Daddy's stubble? And the gray in his hair? Imagine that. Your hands massaging daddy's seeing the strands of black and gray between your fingers. Daddy is so much older than you, isn't he?

Good girl, now move your fingers just a little faster.

SEVEN!

Just think, baby if you can hold out a little while longer you can sneak into daddy's room tonight and climb into bed with him. I know how much you love that. You can wiggle your little body close to me and I can wrap my arms around you. I know that you are so sweet and innocent and probably don't even realize you are doing it but it makes daddy so hard when he feels you wiggle your little bum against him. Daddy is so hard right now, watching you follow his instructions. Do you like making daddy hard?

I thought you did. Maybe you are not as innocent as I think you are. You can be a naughty little girl sometimes, can't you?

That's it, around and around the clock your little girl fingers go. Don't stop. Focus on Daddy's voice. All you can hear are my words. My words are the only thing that exists to you. Around and around the clock, your little fingers go. Touch yourself for daddy. Hear my strong Daddy voice.

SIX!

Move your fingers faster now. I know you want to cum. I know you could probably cum right this moment if you wanted to but remember, Daddy controls your orgasms. He is in charge of your body and you must obey. Don't cum yet or I will sit you in the corner. I will put you over my knee. Think about that. You don't want that to happen, do you? You don't want me to put you over my knee and spank your little girl bum till it turns bright red, do you? You would much rather have Daddy's kisses and cuddles. Think about standing in the corner. Think about me taking away your coloring books. And keep moving your fingers around and around. Hear daddy's voice. Listen to his words. He owns you. He controls you. Don't stop. Nice and slow around the clock. Close your eyes for a moment and think about that. Think about Daddy spanking your little bum. Think about him putting you over his knee. Think about him taking away your coloring books. Close your eyes now and hear his voice.

When you open your eyes...

FIVE!

I know you are even closer now. I know you are so close to cumming. Don't do it. Hold it back. Don't make Daddy angry. You want to be a good girl, today. Not daddy's little whore. Don't be a bad little slut and cum too soon. You need to be strong like Daddy has taught you. You need to learn to wait and control yourself. I want you to close your eyes and focus on the words. "Daddy's little slut. Daddy's little whore. Daddy's little cum slut..." Can you hear Daddy's voice? Can you feel me grabbing you as you try to get away and throwing you over his knee? Hear my words. Focus on the thought of Daddy punishing you, of daddy spanking you. Focus on the words "You've been a bad girl." Feel them borough inside your head and close your eyes for just a moment.

When you open your eyes...

FOUR!

Around and around your fingers go, a little faster now. I know you feel all tingly inside and want to let go but you need to hold on just a little longer. Does it make you feel good to know that Daddy is so happy with you right now? He is so happy that you have held out this long?

Good, I like making my little girl happy. Now focus on my words and the sound of my voice and think about what your purpose is. Your purpose is to serve me, it is to take care of me, isn't it?

That's right. You want to be Daddy's. You want to take care of Daddy in all the special ways that mommy used to. You want to learn how to make him feel special and take care of his needs. Don't you?

That is your purpose, isn't it?

Good. Hear my words. Hear my strong daddy voice getting inside your head. Imagine my words are a smoke surrounding your head, seeping in your eyes, into your nose and mouth. Feel my words filter through your brain. Now, close your eyes for a moment and focus on these thoughts. You exist to take care of, Daddy. Your purpose is to serve him. Think about how you want to be his special girl and do all the things that mommy used to. Think about how you want to replace mommy.

When you open your eyes...

THREE!

You make daddy feel so special. You give Daddy purpose. That's why you are so important to me. It is job to protect you. It is my job to take care of you. It is my job to keep you safe from all the scary things in the world. And I take my job very seriously. I won't ever let anything bad happen to my little girl, my special little princess. I want you to close your eyes for a moment and focus on those words. See daddy's words as a thin smoke around your head. Swirling around, trying to enter you any way possible. Focus on these words and then close your eyes: Daddy will keep you safe. Daddy will protect you. Daddy will take care of you. Close your eyes now.

When you open your eyes...

TWO!

We are so close now and I know you are about to explode. Move your hand faster now, as fast as you want around and around. Hear Daddy's words. Hear is voice. Feel his words filling your head. They are all that matters. Daddy is all that matters he owns you. You belong to him. Get yourself right on the edge of cumming. That's it. Such a good girl. Are you close?

Good. Focus on these words: "Daddy loves you. Daddy loves his little girl so much. You are daddy's little princess. You are daddy's special little girl." Can you hear me? Can you hear Daddy whispering to you?

You are such a special little princess. Daddy loves his baby girl so much. You are such a good girl for Daddy. Focus on those words over and over again. Close your eyes for a moment and just think about those words and daddy's sweet strong voice whispering it to you over and over again. That's it. Daddy loves you so much. Now close your eyes.

When you open your eyes...

ONE!