I have had some kind words about my story a christian wife from a man who lost his fiancé not to an Arab Muslim but to a black Muslim. He is still both sexually excited by what happened but also suffers the loss of her. He wanks himself to defeat still.

He has asked me to tell the story of a white man who lost his fiancé to another man.

We will name the white man in our story Don and we will name his fiancé, Jessie.

Don and Jessie became engaged on Jessie's 21st birthday and he worshipped his pretty fiancé. Jessie was tall, slim, dark haired with blue eyes. She was somewhat like Prince William's wife, Kate and Don was thrilled when Jessie said she would marry him.

Jessie and Don had not had sex at the point where they had become engaged; they had kissed, cuddled and been intimate, but no sex had taken place. It was not solely due to Jessie's sheltered church upbringing; she was doted upon by her adoring parents, Don was a virgin and was nervous, not wanting to perform inadequately. In retrospect, Jessie being a virgin herself should have encouraged him, Jessie had nobody to compare him to and she most probably had similar worries or nerves, but sex didn't take place and so, Jessie and Don were engaged.

Don, and Jessie presumably, hoped sex would take place when they were both ready. Don told himself it could happen any day, whenever the time was right.

One other reason for Don's hesitancy was having seen her bedroom, had noticed that the three posters on her bedroom wall were all of black male singers.

Don worried about that. He also wanked about that. What he didn't know at the time, but learned later, is that Jessie, in the privacy of the night, when her parents were in bed, wanked, naked, imagining herself with these black male singers.