Lying in bed last night I could not help but think back on the females I have past by; so many women, who for good reasons, bad reasons, and often no reason at all, with whom I never had any sort of relationship. I got to thinking: what would it have been like, if only I had said X? Or if I had done Y? Or if she had been Z? What would have happened if I had thrown caution and concern to the side?

Primarily, these thoughts were of the carnal variety. Would she have touched this or even that, would I have done this, and so forth. Some of my thoughts were relatively chaste longings for long term relationships that never gelled, while most of the rest were lewd and tawdry depravities that pictured in my mind's eye. All of the thoughts were very arousing.

And so, tonight, I think I'll travel down memory lane again.