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Mom, All I Want for Xmas is You Ch. 06

All characters portrayed are over the age of eighteen.

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After his mother stayed to watch him masturbate over the thoughts of having sex with her, James was hoping to discuss their mutual, sexual attraction. Nonetheless what he hoped would happen, he needed to face the music and apologize to his mother for allowing her to catch him masturbating over the thoughts of having incestuous sex with her.

After his mother not only caught him masturbating but also stayed to watch him masturbating and cumming, embarrassed and ashamed, albeit sexually excited at the same time, James was ready to confront his mother, Susan. She now knows that he masturbated over imagining his mother naked and having sex with her. She now knows that her son wanted to have forbidden, incestuous sex with his mother.

When she heard him call her name while he masturbated himself, thinking there was something wrong, she barged in his room without knocking. When she saw him masturbating himself with his eyes closed, instead of leaving, she stayed to watch. While he stroked his cock, she heard him say that he sexually wanted her and wanted to lick and finger her pussy. While he stroked himself faster and harder, she heard him say that he wanted to make love to her before fucking her and give her multiple orgasms with his fingers, his tongue, and his cock.

If that wasn't enough, she heard him say that he wanted her to stroke his stiff prick while sucking his stiff prick. She heard him say that he wanted to put a hand behind her blonde, pretty head to hump her mouth and fuck her face before cumming in her mouth. After watching her swallow his cum, she heard him say that he wanted to give her a cum bath and cum all over her pretty face, in her hair, and across her naked breasts.

With her now knowing that her son incestuously wanted to see his mother naked and have sex with her naked body, James wanted to know how she felt about that. He wanted to know her reaction to watching him masturbating and cumming over the thoughts of seeing her naked and having incestuous sex with her. Yet, he knew full well that he wouldn't be getting the sexual reaction and/or the incestuous satisfaction that he thought he would. Instead of facing the elephant in the room, disregarding his masturbation show and ignoring his forbidden lust for his mother, he knew that she'd sweep his sexual attraction to her under the rug.

As embarrassed and ashamed as he was sexually excited and sexually frustrated, hoping for a new chapter in their mother and son relationship by introducing incestuous sex, James cringed at the boldness of intentionally allowing his mother to catch him masturbating. A sexual fantasy before in allowing his mother to see his erect prick and catch him masturbating, it was his reality to face her now. Embarrassed and ashamed as much as he was sexually excited and sexually frustrated, he cringed at the thought that he allowed her to watch him cum all over himself.

He cringed at his audacity in allowing her to know that he not only was sexually attracted to her but also that he wanted to have incestuous sex with her. Yet, she didn't have to stay to watch him stroking his prick. She could have left as soon as she opened his bedroom door and saw him naked and masturbating himself but she didn't. As if she was as sexually attracted to him as he was as sexually attracted to her, she stayed to watch him stroking himself. She stayed to watch him cum. She even sexually touched herself and started masturbating herself while watching him masturbating himself.

Even though he witnessed her reaction of her becoming sexually aroused enough to touch herself and masturbate herself from watching him masturbating and cumming, he wondered what her reaction would be later. He was hoping to talk about it. He was hoping to discuss it. As if they were having pillow talk, he wanted to confront his mother with his sexual attraction to her. Further, he wanted his mother to admit her sexual attraction to him. Obviously, content just to watch, especially when she obviously thought that he didn't know she was there watching, no doubt she was ready to ignore what happened.

Even though she seemed as sexually excited as he was then, perhaps she'd be as embarrassed, ashamed, and remorseful as he was now. The last thing he wanted to do was to upset his mother by embarrassing and shaming her. The last thing that he wanted to do was to ruin their close mother and son relationship. The last thing that he wanted to do was to make her feel uncomfortable, unsafe, and ask him to leave her condo. Only, he wished she'd acknowledge their repressed, sexual feelings by discussing it.

Just as he had hoped it would happen one day but completely unplanned to happen on Christmas Eve, his mother heard him call her. Thinking there was something wrong, she opened his bedroom door without knocking, and caught him masturbating. Instead of leaving and closing his door, something he thought she'd never do, she stayed to watch. He couldn't believe his mother stayed to watch him masturbating and cumming.

She not only saw him stroking his cock but also, with her seemingly unembarrassed and unashamed, she seemingly enjoyed his masturbation show. If that wasn't enough, he sexually aroused her enough for her to sexually touch herself. He watched her masturbating her pussy while fondling her breast and fingering her nipple. He couldn't believe she was sexually touching herself while watching him masturbating. Just as he hoped she would, she stayed to watch him cum. Wishing she had stayed just a little longer, he only wished he could have heard and watched his mother cum too.

While playing to his mother, calling her name, acting as if he didn't know she was there watching, and confessing all that he wanted to sexually do to her, she not only stayed to watch but also, she stayed to listen. Not only was she watching and listening to him play out his sexual, incestuous fantasy but also, she watched him masturbate himself. She watched him stroking his cock while he revealed his sexual feelings for her. She watched him cum over the imagined thoughts of having forbidden, incestuous sex with her.

If that wasn't enough, she sexually touched herself while he continued stroking himself. If that wasn't enough, she stayed to watch him cum. Then, when he peeked through his eye slits, he couldn't believe his mother was still standing there watching him masturbate himself. If even that wasn't enough, his mother was masturbating herself to him masturbating himself. In the way that she watched him stroking himself, he watched her sexually touching herself. As convoluted as it was sexually exciting, mother and son were masturbating in the same room.

'Wow. I don't believe this,' he thought. 'She heard me call her name. She saw my erect prick. She watched me stroking myself. She saw me cumming. I got to her. I really go to her. I sexually aroused her. Now that my incestuous secret is out in the open, she knows that I sexually want her. She knows that I want to see her naked and have sex with her naked body.'

Still reeling from her opening his bedroom door without knocking, he saw her standing in his bedroom in shock. Without making a sound, without admonishing him or reprimanding him for lusting over her and masturbating over her, he couldn't believe she stayed to watch his entire masturbation show. As if she wanted to have sex with him as much as he wanted to have sex with her, he couldn't believe she stared at his engorged prick while he masturbated himself. He couldn't believe she watched him cum all over himself while he called out her name and told her everything he wanted to do to her beautiful body.

'Mom, I love you,' he thought. 'Mom I want you. Suck me, Mom. Fuck me.'

Even more unbelievable than her catching him masturbating, instead of leaving she stayed to watch. Even more unbelievable than her staying to watch, instead of leaving, she fingered her nipple through her bra and blouse while fingering her pussy through her panties. He still couldn't believe that his mother masturbated herself while he masturbated himself. She seemed to be just as sexually excited as he was. She seemed to want him to give her sex as much as he wanted to give her sex and as much as he wanted her to give him sex.

'I still can't believe my Mom stayed to watch my masturbation show. I still can't believe she was masturbating herself while I was masturbating myself,' he thought while unable to stop himself from remembering all that happened in such a short span of time. 'When I saw my mother touching herself, I only wish I had the audacity to offer her my finger, my hand, my tongue, and/or my cock. I only wish I had the confidence to have asked my mother if she wanted me to masturbate her and/or if she wanted to blow me.'

When he opened his eyes a crack, just enough to see, he couldn't believe what he saw. Instead of imagining another incestuous scenario, he saw his MILF of a mother watching him stroking himself. He couldn't believe she stayed to watch him cum all over himself in the way that he'd love to cum in her mouth and all over her. He couldn't believe she was touching herself in the way that he was touching himself. He only wished she had stayed longer for him to hear and watch her cum too.

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Hopefully, now that the incestuous lust that he always had for his mother was out in the open, this was finally it, the beginning of a new incestuous relationship. Encouraged by her watching him masturbating and cumming, and encouraged by her masturbating herself too, he now felt confident that she sexually wanted him as much as he sexually wanted her. His mother watching him masturbating while masturbating herself not only gave him hope that they may have sex one day soon but also gave him validation that she sexually wanted him as much as he incestuously wanted her.

Ready to make his sexual move, what did he have to lose? Either she'd reject him as her perverted son or she'd embrace him as her incestuous lover. He didn't know. He had no idea but he hoped to find out tonight. He hoped that tonight was the night of sexual passion. He hoped that tonight was the night for incestuous sex.

Then, again, there's a lot in between being deemed her perverted son or her incestuous lover. Now that she knows that he sexually wanted her, perhaps she'd continue to sexually tease him. Perhaps, if nothing more than masturbation fodder, whether unintentionally or deliberately, she'd continue to flash him her panties in up-skirt peeks and/or her cleavage and brassiere in down-blouse views. Perhaps, now that she knows that he wanted to have sex with her, she'd flash him her naked breasts, her naked pussy, her naked ass, and/or even her naked body in the way that he continually flashed her his naked cock.

Now not only did she see him masturbating himself, cumming on himself, and heard him call her name but also, she now knows that he's sexually attracted to her. She now knows that he masturbated himself over the thoughts of seeing her naked and having sex with her. She now knows that he sexually fantasized about her blowing him while masturbating himself. She now knows that he masturbated about him cumming in her mouth, her swallowing his cum, and him giving her a cum bath. She now knows that he wanted to make love to her before fucking her hard, fast, and deep.

'I love you, Mom. I love you. I need to have sex with you,' he thought.

Yet, now that he allowed her to catch him masturbating, a double-edged sword, perhaps having prematurely played his hand, he regretted her knowing that he incestuously lusted over her. She may not be ready to have forbidden sex with him. Rather, taking one slow, careful step at a time, he wished she had allowed him to catch her masturbating and to show him that she incestuously lusted over him too. He wished she had allowed him to hear her call his name in sexual passion. He wished she had said all the sexual things that she wanted him to do to her beautiful, naked body.

Thinking it was a good idea for her to catch him masturbating before, now he risked ruining the good relationship that he always enjoyed with his mother, his best friend and his confidant. With him no longer an 18-year-old boy but a 22-year-old man, he suddenly felt immaturely foolish being sexually attracted to his mother. With the ball in her court, it was all up to her now to make the next sexual move. Now that she knows how he feels, the last thing that he wanted to do was to pressure his mother into having sex with him.

'What's wrong with me for wanting to have sex with my mother? Even though there are lots of beautiful, sexy women my age who'd love to have sex with me, they all pale in comparison to her,' he thought. 'My mother is so beautiful and so sexy that I can't help myself from wanting her. I love her. I want her. I need to have sex with her,' he thought.

Nonetheless his incestuous lust and his sexual desire for his mother, how could he do such a thing by deliberately exposing himself to her? After she caught him masturbating, why would he continue stroking himself? Why would he allow her to see him cum? Questioning his sanity, he wondered what was wrong with him to want his mother in such a sexually, forbidden way.

Was he that horny and that sexually attracted to his mother that he risked their friendship and their close mother and son relationship? With him making her feel uncomfortable and perhaps even unsafe, she may even ask him to leave her house? Was he that desperate for sex that he must incestuously victimize and sexually use and abuse his own mother by masturbating in front of her while allowing her to now know that he wants to have sex with her? How could he do that? Why would he do that?

'Wow, talk about awkward,' he thought. 'How can I face her now? Maybe she'd understand my sexual attraction to her. Maybe she was just as sexually attracted to me as I'm incestuously attracted to her. Maybe by opening Pandora's box by allowing her to catch me masturbating while watching me cum, no longer able to close that box, I've unleashed the beast,' he thought. 'Maybe, as much as I want to confront the elephant in the room, she was now forced to confront the elephant in the room but discussing what happened today.'

Now, even if she submitted herself to him, he wondered if he'd go through with having sex with his mother. It was one thing to imagine having sex with her but quite another thing to actually have sex with his mother. Moreover, with her willing to perhaps placate him, he wondered if she'd go through with having sex with him. A woman he'd have to face every day, she was his mother and not some whore.

Knowing his mother better than that, she'd never surrender her sexual will and/or her naked body to him. Knowing his mother better than that, she'd never allow him to have his wicked, sexual, incestuous way with her sexy, naked body. She'd never willingly and voluntarily have incestuous sex with him. It's one thing to sexually fantasize about having incestuous sex with his mother but quite another thing to actual have incestuous sex with his mother. It's one thing to fantasize about crossing the incestuous line but quite another thing to take a perverted step across it and go through with it.

Now that his masturbation show was over and now that the sexual heat had subsided and he thought more about it, he shouldn't have masturbated in front of her. It was wrong for him to expose himself to her in that disgraceful way. He shouldn't have ejaculated his cum in front of her while confessing all the forbidden, sexual things that he wanted to do to her naked body.

Knowing that she was there watching, it was wrong for him to continue stroking his cock faster and harder. Able to see it clearly now but unable to stop it then, it was wrong to ejaculate his lust in front of her while saying her name. It was wrong for him to call out her name and confess all that he sexually wanted to do to her. How embarrassing is that for a 22-year-old man incestuously and inappropriately sexually lusting over his 40-year-old mother? Embarrassed as he was ashamed, he needed to face the consequences of his incestuous actions now by apologizing to his mother.

'Oh, my God, I'm so embarrassed,' he thought. 'My mother now knows that I sexually want her. My mother now knows that I want to see her naked and have sex with her naked body. Oh, my God, nonetheless my shame, I'm so sexually excited,' he thought. 'My mother saw my cock. She stayed to watch me masturbate myself while she masturbated herself. She watched me cum.'

Yet, what if his mother doesn't sexually want him in the way that he incestuously wants her and in the way that he hopes she sexually and incestuously wants him? Nonetheless, a major point in his favor, she did sexually touch herself while masturbating herself. Understandable, like mother, like son, perhaps, she was just as lonely, just as horny, and just as sexually frustrated as he was. With them both staying behind the electrified line of incest, perhaps she sexually wanted him as much as he sexually wanted her.

'How hot would that be if we both want to have incestuous sex with one another,' he thought?

Albeit his hopefulness that his mother sexually wanted him as much as he sexually wanted her, he felt like such a loser. How could he face her now? He'd be so embarrassed to look her in the eyes. How could he face her when she now knows that he loves her, needs her, and sexually wants her? Sending her flowers and a romantic card every year, how could he celebrate Christmas with her when she now knows that he had always been her secret Valentine?

Yet, even with him having guilty feelings, even though he felt shame, embarrassment, and remorse, he was glad that he gave his mother a masturbation show. He was glad that he exposed his erect, naked prick to her. He was glad that she stayed to watch him cum over the sexual thoughts of seeing her naked and having sex with her. He was glad that he orally voiced his incestuous, sexual desire for her.

Then, something he never expected her to do, when she sexually touched herself and started masturbating herself, he was glad that he seemingly made her just as sexually excited as he was. By her feeling her tit, fingering her nipple, and lifting her skirt to stick her horny hand inside her panties, she gave him hope that she wanted to have sex with him too. Perhaps, now that his incestuous feelings were out in the open, something sexually positive would come of it.

Embarrassed and sexually excited by his atrocious, incestuous actions at the same time, something he could never take back, one way or the other, it was over. After sending her flowers every year with an unsigned card, now she knows that his sexy MILF of a Valentine was his mother. How dorky was that? How perverted was that? He loves his mother but not in the way that a son should love his mother. He loves his mother in the way that a man loves a woman.

Yet, he was glad that his sexual attraction to his mother was no longer the ignored elephant in the room. He was glad that his lust for her was literally and figuratively exposed by allowing her to not only see his cock and watch him stroking his cock but also watch him cumming while calling her name. Glad that she caught him masturbating, he was glad that she heard him calling her name and heard him say that he wanted her to blow him. He was glad that he heard her say that he wanted to cum in her mouth and watch her swallow his cum. He was glad that she stayed to watch him cum.

'I love you, Mom,' he thought.

Nonetheless and despite his embarrassment and shame, when his incestuous lust for her raised its ugly head again, he no doubt would masturbate in front of her again. As long as she didn't ask him to leave her house, he'd allow her to catch him stroking his prick again. He'd allow her to hear his unrequited, incestuous, sexual lust for her. He'd allow her to see his erect cock and hopefully watch him cum again.
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Only, glad to have his repressed incestuous feelings out in the open, he didn't care that she now knows that he sexually wants her. He had been incestuously lusting over his mother for four, long, sexually frustrating years, since he was 18-years-old, when his father left her for his ex-girlfriend, a much younger woman. Now that he was back home living with his mother after graduating college, and now that his sexual feelings were out in the open, he needed to know if his mother shared his sexual attraction too. Tired of masturbating himself, he'd love for her to masturbate him. Tired of having sex with himself, he'd love to have sex with her.

'Maybe her catching me masturbating myself and cumming was the best thing that could have happened. Maybe I sexually excited her with the thought of me seeing her naked and having sex with her naked body. Maybe my confession was what she needed to confront her incestuous lust too. Hopefully, like mother like son, she sexually wants me as much as I sexually want her,' he thought.

Yet, truth be told, if nothing more was to come of this, he was sexually excited that she barged in his room without knocking and saw his erect prick. He was sexually excited that she stayed to watch him stroke his hard, hairy cock. He was sexually excited that she stayed to watch him ejaculate cum all over his chest, stomach, and hand. He was sexually excited that his mother heard him confess his sexual attraction to her. He was sexually excited that his mother fingered her nipple through her blouse and bra and fingered her pussy inside her panties while watching him masturbate himself.

Now, his mother knows that he masturbated over the thoughts of seeing her without her clothes. Now, his mother knows that he masturbated over the thoughts of having sex with her naked body. Now, his mother knows that he imagined her stroking him while sucking him. Now, his mother knows that he imagined fingering and licking her pussy, making love to her, and fucking her while he masturbated himself.

With the ball in her court, he was free of his sexual secret. He only wished his mother had taken some tissues and wiped the cum from his naked body, hand, stomach, and chest. Instead of just staring, he wished his mother would have lick his cock clean and sucked his cock dry. He wished his mother would have taken the not so subtle hint, stripped herself naked, and had Christmas Eve sex with him. He wished his mother would have confessed her sexual attraction to him in the way that he graphically displayed and loudly verbalized his sexual attraction to her.

Despite his incestuous motives, a good sign, she could have knocked before opening his bedroom door but she didn't. She could have left his bedroom as soon as she saw him stroking his engorged, naked prick but she didn't. She could have left his bedroom as soon as she saw him stroking himself faster and harder but she didn't do that either. She could have left his bedroom as soon as she heard him call her name in sexual passion. Instead, seemingly sexually enamored with watching him masturbate himself as much as he was incestuously excited for her to watch him cum, she stayed to watch his complete masturbation show while she masturbated herself too.

'Wow, if it wasn't hot enough to masturbate and cum in front of my mother, it was even hotter for her to watch me masturbate and cum,' he thought. 'If it wasn't hot enough for my Mom to watch me masturbate and cum, it was even hotter to watch her masturbating herself too.'

After he showered and dressed, he needed to apologize to his mother for his inappropriate sexual behavior. He needed to beg her forgiveness, and ask for her compassion and understanding. He needed to go out to the living room and accept his punishment. If she'd allow him, he needed to give his mother her Christmas gifts and celebrate Christmas Eve with her. Just as he had no one else but her in his life, she had no one else but him in her life either.

Besides, he was curious to know her reaction to seeing his erect naked prick. He was curious to know her reaction to her catching him masturbating himself. He was curious to know her reaction to watching him cum while calling out her name. He was curious to know her reaction to him seeing and watching her touching herself too.

If it wasn't enough that he was masturbating himself in front of her, she was masturbating herself in front of him too. If it wasn't enough that he was exposing herself to him, she was touching herself through her clothes. If it wasn't enough that she stayed to watch him stroke himself and cum, she felt her breast, fingered her nipple, and stuck her hand beneath her skirt and inside her panties. Again, like mother and son, maybe she incestuously lusted as much over him as he incestuously lusted over her.

'I'd love to know that my mother masturbated over imagining me naked and her having sex with my naked body in the way that I masturbate over seeing her naked and having sex with her naked body,' he thought. 'Wouldn't that be something if she sexually wanted me as much as I incestuously wanted her.'

Yet, his mother staying to watch his masturbation show was even more sexually exciting than his mother seeing his naked, erect cock. His mother staying to watch his masturbation show was even more sexually exciting than her catching him masturbating and cumming. A sexy sight to behold, he couldn't believe she felt her breast and fingered her nipple through her blouse and bra. With her hand buried in her panties, he couldn't believe she fingered her pussy while watching him masturbate.

A good sign, maybe there was hope that she'd want him to feel her tits, finger her nipples, and finger her pussy while he masturbated her and she masturbated him, too. Maybe now that the cat is out of the bag and he opened Pandora's box, she'd allow him to take their mother and son relationship to a whole new level. Maybe in the way she saw him naked, she'd allow him to see her naked. Maybe in the way that she watched him having sex with himself, she'd want him to have sex with her too.

Now more than curious, he wondered what she'd say after seeing his naked prick. He wondered what she'd say after watching his masturbation show. He wondered what she'd say after hearing him confess all that he wanted to do to her. He wondered what she'd say after he caught her masturbating herself in the way that she caught him masturbating himself. He wondered if she'd just sweep it under the rug as she did with everything else.

Nonetheless, whatever she said or didn't say, not allowing her to ignore his sexual attraction to her, he still needed to apologize to her as his way to give her the opportunity to comment over all that she saw. Whatever she said or didn't say, he was intent on confronting her. As much as he wanted to know how she felt watching him masturbating and cumming, he wanted to know how she felt with him watching her touching herself too.

To be continued...

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