The petite, naked, golden-skinned Korean girl standing beside me looked up, grinned, and said, "Why don' you slip me a sleepy-time dose, get me off to a sleazy motel, rip crows off, force-fuck me and bang away my virginity?"

After a few seconds, she added, "You'd better close your mouth, dear man, or the bugs will get in." She giggled again.

- - - - -

There are a lot of times I think that the most serious decisions-the ones that change whole lives-happen for the most trivial of reasons.

It was for no other reason, that I was a little out of shape, puffing a bit up the campus hill, that I happened to be behind the tiny girl when she fainted. She suddenly slumped, with her body and head starting down to slam against the curb of the access road. I didn't think, just reacted and so she slumped against me and we both fell down, in a sort-of controlled sprawl.

Really tiny, she was (4' 9" I found out later), with some sort of close-cropped, helmet-style hair, thick and black. Asian, too, golden-skinned and really light-weight. Dressed in a denim skirt and a cotton sleeveless print top. Skinny, with a narrow waist under my hands. Too skinny, really, the kind of skinny that says, 'not-enough-to-eat.'

I eased her down into the grass, under a scraggly tree of no great shade, and popped open my water bottle. I used my clean sweatband to mop at her forehead with one hand, while I fished out my intended lunch from a little backpack.

A minute or so later, eye-lids fluttered, and then opened. Holding her with one hand and arm, I made the finger-to-lips shushing gesture, and asked, "Pretty girl, when was the last time you ate something?"

She gave me a little smile, not struggling against my grip and whispered, saying, "Yesterday, I tink ... just a ritter rice."

I heard an accent, but couldn't identify it. Later, guy!

"Well, unless you've got serious objections, it looks like you're having lunch with me. Like, now."

I unwrapped a home-made ham-and-cheese sandwich, big and thick, generous amounts of bread, meat and cheese plus stone-ground mustard. When she started eating, I was setting out many carrot and celery sticks. I gave her my sweet iced-tea, too. I kept the apple, so she wouldn't have to eat alone.

I did advise, "Better take small bites and stretch things out, 'cause I think you've been starving for a while, and I don't want you to barf all over my lap."

She did, but the food disappeared quickly, anyway.

She asked, "What about your lunch?"

"I can get more, later, so right now, let's focus on you. You're too skinny, so you haven't been eating much. If you'd let me, could I take you to an early dinner, somewhere around here? No 'strings,' no payback, and you'd be safe. Not even a handshake, unless you want to. A 'thank-you' would be nice, though. Yes, no or maybe?"

I'd planned to get a girlish 'maybe,' but instead she said, "Yes!" No pretense, no hedging.

She followed this by getting out of my grip and slowly standing, even if a bit shaky. "Let's walk," followed.

So we did, ambling nowhere in particular, and sitting down often to rest. Her name, she said, was Boh Park, which was about as enlightening as saying I was 'Smith,' 'Jones,' 'Singh' or 'Patel'. She giggled and grinned at me when I told her that. So I said I was 'Dunkeld McAlistair,' which was me.

She was from Korea, south of Seoul, daughter to an extended business family, a freshman, studying nothing in particular, who talked with her dad and grand-dad at least once a week, sometimes twice ... and a virgin.

Gaping, I said, "Huh?"

Grinning again-a 100-watt grin-that lit up my day and my mind, she went on, "That's all Dad and Granddad talk about: study hard, get perfect grades, remember your Korean heritage, don't make friends, stay away from men and virgin, virgin, virgin. Allatime, virgin and more virgin. They think I don' know, but they're trying to close a really big deal and I'm supposed to be the deal-maker. They get lots of money and power, and I get sent off to a 70-year-old, diseased wreck of a man, so he can be the first one in and suck the youth outta me and try to get more immortal. Shitty deal."

I answered, "You're here, now. Why not simply tell them to stick it, find a boyfriend and bang him to death?"

She answered, grimly, "Family obligations. Pride. And no money. They send me some, every couple of weeks. Just enough to live on, nothing left over. They pay my roommates to spy on me and report back. They pay the university. I'm just here to study nothin' much and be safe from being screwed until they call me home to get cherry-popped and banged, so they can get more rich."

"What about your Mom?" I asked.

"She's under Dad and Granddad's thumb, just like me. I heard Dad threaten to turn her out of the house, a lot of times, unless she 'behaved.'"

A few hours later, in the early evening, Boh and I were having a steak dinner, at a place well off the campus. She was obeying my three rules of eating: (1) order what you want; (2) as much as you want; and (3) don't worry or fuss over the cost. I kept trying to tell her about the 'no obligations, no strings, no payback' thing, and she kept shushing me, chomping around a piece of medium-rare prime rib that would have stuffed a longshoreman. Gasping, she finished dessert, and then gave me that 100-watt grin again, burping contentedly.

"Hohkay, now you take me to your house, gimme a drink. Den Dad and Grandpa call on my phone. Probably virgin, virgin, virgin. I lie to dem, say I at school. Den you let me take a real long hot shower and get me in bed. We play and sleep. Then you can fix me breakfast, a big breakfast, tomorrow morning."

She added, twinkling a smile, and said, "I get dressed after breakfast. OK?"

I said, in a sort-of wonder, "Uh, don't you think there may be just a teensy bit of a chance your virginity is bye-bye by the morning?"

Still smiling, she answered calmly, "No chance of dat, until I say so. You a good guy. You not a pervert. I gotta say, 'yes, do me' before you pop my cherry. Even if I get drunk, you'll ask. I not worried. Besides," she added, with her fingers of her right hand curled and making an up-down hand motion, "I got dirty mind. Maybe I be a pervert to you."

My car was the usual two bucket seat type with a center console, so I couldn't cuddle her as I drove the short distance to my house , over in Ocean Beach. Set part-way up the hill that made up Point Loma, in San Diego, California, it had a nice view of the ocean and a mostly private garden. I had very little grass, and I liked it that way. Dunmowen' forever! This being Southern California, I had a car-port instead of a garage or on-street parking.

From the car-port, I took Boh in through the utility areas and kitchen ("the Scenic Route," I told her, as she giggled). Then into the living-sitting room. Three bedrooms, a small kitchen and a big bathroom made up the rest of the house, with a large covered patio outside, and a little patch of garden-enclosed grass for sun-bathing. I had a Sky-Chair in the living room, since I liked sitting in mid-air, suspended from the ceiling. A couple of average-but-comfortable wing-backed chairs and a sofa, plus the usual end tables, completed the furniture inventory.

Except for the polished brass stripper-pole in the left center of the living room, with a view of the patio out the glass doors.

Boh took one look at the pole, anchored solidly top and bottom, and grabbed the polished brass. "Wheee," she squealed, as she spun around the room, holding on with both hands, head thrown back. She slowed and stopped, and quirked up an eyebrow.

I answered the unasked question, saying, "Uh, a left-over from a girlfriend ... sorta, kinda."

Her face lit up with what I could only thing was an evil grin. "Turn on music!" she demanded.

Quickly flipping through my collection of DVDs, I found the old practice recording that Pat (the exotic-dancer girlfriend with the stripper pole) used to practice. It had a strong beat, medium slow, lots of bass and drums, with a whine guitar, no vocals. I started it and the music flowed out into the room.

Boh said, "You sit. No touch ... yet," she added, still grinning.

Then my totally amateur, unsophisticated, crazy little Korean girl started a sexy dance, making things up as she went. Swinging around the pole. Swaying and thrusting. One button of her blouse came loose, and another followed. Her bra started to show. A third and fourth button followed. Then the rest. Her white cotton blouse went sailing over her head, to land draped over one of the wing chairs.

Shoes and socks followed. Only her skirt and bra were on.

I was hard and erect, and it showed.

Boh let go of the pole and danced over to me, swaying and spinning, to stop with her back turned. She growled just two words, "Bra off!"

Trembling, and not knowing where this would end, I unsnapped the single hook, and the tiny girl plucked it off her chest and flung it over the chair, to join her blouse.

Still with her back to me, she growled again, "Panties off!" I reached under her skirt and tugged her white cotton panties off and they stayed on the floor in front of me. Boh pulled away, now topless and in just her denim skirt, dancing artlessly and gracefully, swinging around the pole, and then putting it between her boobs. The beat went on, as she strained to get the snap of her skirt undone, but it was stuck. Then she pulled really hard, and I hear a rip-p-p.

The skirt fell free. I had an untrained, amateur, virgin pole dancer, swinging nude in my private living room, gasping from the effort and with a sheen of sweat on her golden skin. She lowered herself to the floor and, spreading her legs, humped her hips at me, then gripped the pole with one leg and twirled around, the brass tube sticking out from between her legs like an 10' long metallic cock.

"Take cock out, I gotta see it," she demanded. I knew what the 'it' she was demanding. Opening my pants, I strained to get my rigid manhood out of the confining clothes. I finally had to say, "Oh, shit," stand up and pull off my trousers. The shirt went with them, as, crazy with lust, I pointed my hard, rigid cock at my naked Asian girl.

She gave one last nude swing around the pole and then swayed up to me. Tiny, she was, and my angry member poked her in the chest. Poked and slithered under her shoulder, as she opened her arms and clasped me hard. She swayed with the music.

"I want you," she gasped, sweat gleaming from her skin with the effort of dancing, and dripping off her distended nipple. She was in heat, I knew. "I want you, and I want 'that,' and I want everything else you got that a real woman needs."

I started to lift her up to penetrate her, but she cried, "Virgin, dammit! Family! Fucking family pride," and so I didn't take her. I fell back on the couch, straining cock pointing at the ceiling and Boh landed on top of me. She grabbed my cock with a death grip, and started to stroke it with her sweat-slick palm. Stroking fast. Then, no shit, she reached down between her legs, put two fingers in her twat, and pulled out a finger-full of girl-goo, and used that to keep my cock wet and slick.

That did it! I screamed, thrust up and shot my load. The first blast landed on her cheek, as she looked directly down at my cock. I waited for the scream of outrage ... which never came, as the second blast shot directly into her open mouth, as she panted for breath. I never saw what happened to the rest of the spasms, because, with the speed of a diving hawk, she bend down and took my jism-spewing member in her mouth and started to suck. Suck like it was mother's milk and she was a starving infant. Suck so hard her cheeks were pulled inward. Sucking and licking and bobbing her head, as she vacuumed the semen out of me.

She transferred the sucking to the base of my cock, as I started to soften, and kept it up until I'd gone completely limp.

I gasped, "My God," as she lifted her head up and gave me another 100-watt grin, her mouth still in a 'O' around my totally limp used-up dribble of manhood. I watched as the glob of jizz on her cheek formed into a couple of big, slick drops and fell onto her exposed right boob.

"I loved dat, want more," she crooned, finally releasing me, and adding, "lots more."

Her cell phone, still in the pocket of her denim skirt, rang. "Oh, shit," she exclaimed, jumped away from me and reached for the phone, as she demanded a pen and writing paper. I gave her the shopping list, on the clipboard I had beside the couch. She shushed me, as she answered, in what I supposed was Korean. She started scribbling on the fresh sheet of paper, as she talked and listened.

I think I'll always remember her as she was, right then. Sweat covered; bare boobs bouncing, with distended nipples pocking out at me, a glob of my jizz on her cheek and two more globs on her right boob. She had a crazy grin on her face, as she gestured at the clipboard, talking and writing at the same time. She wrote:

Dad and Granddad call;

I spend too much money;

Virgin, virgin, virgin;

No talk with other Americans;

No associate with anybody except Korean roommates;

Stay away from boys and men;

Study hard, get perfect grades;

Virgin, virgin, virgin;

I cost too much money;

Cutting back on my allowance;

Just eat two meals a day, and mostly rice;

No new clothes;

No computer;

Virgin, virgin, virgin;

Remember family, national pride;

Stay Pure-Virgin-Korean-Woman'

Don't make friends with anyone;

Virgin, virgin, virgin;

They hang up.

I looked at my tiny Asian girl and said, "They're crazy!"

"Yeah," she answered, mad as a hornet, "and dey expect me to starve while dey plan to make lots of money off me."

Leering at her, my dick getting a little bit firm, I said, "Why don't I take care of the virgin thing, or do a quckie-Nevada marriage?"

She got serious, really quickly, and said, "Because they'd send people over here to hurt you and maybe me, for lowering the family honor ... like the 'honor killing' that the nut-cases in the Arab World do."

"What happens if you get taken by force?" I asked.

"Don know, but something real bad, I think," she answered. She stood silent a moment, thinking. Then, quick as a flash, she said, "Start water, I wanna shower. Den bed. With you. No fuck but lots of play."

Showering with Boh was a succession of boobs, thighs, butts and arms, plus giggling and laughing. We dried each other off, and literally fell into bed. We started to 'play' and probably surprised each other by drifting off to sleep.

It was early morning, about 7:00 AM, when I was pulled from a really sexy dream by a pair of golden-skinned arms, a voice saying, "Get up sleepyhead, I got two ideas," and then a firm, rounded breast, tipped with a distended nipple, pressed between my lips and into my mouth. For the next many minutes, I kissed, sucked, nibbled and licked at one boob while I squeezed, twisted and pulled at the other with a free hand.

I discovered that my Asian Korean girl had a set of multiple orgasmic boobs, and she lit off about every minute with a real orgasm ... on breasts alone. Squealing, thrashing and sometimes squirting, as she heaved and came, over and over.

I finally had to stop, telling her that I just HAD to piss or there'd be a dull, wet, yellow explosion. I had to kneel at the toilet, though, because the little Asian minx had got me up and stiff. You try to piss with an erection, and see how far you get ... on de floor, on de wall, on de ceiling.

My girl was laughing so hard she rolled on the floor.

From down there, she giggled and said, "Dats one idea. We do that a lot, too. You get up and fix breakfast, den I tell you number two idea."

Breakfast was pancakes and syrup, sausage, juice and tea (Boh didn't like coffee). I cooked, as she was helpless in a modern American kitchen. Luckily, I did. After eating enough to stuff a large horse, and clean up (she did know how to clean and wash), I asked about idea number two.

Still delightfully nude, rude and idly bouncing her boobs in both hands, the petite, naked Korean girl standing beside me, looked up, grinned, and said, "Why don' you slip me a sleepy-time drug when I get dinner tonight, den get me off to a sleazy motel, force-fuck me and bang away my virginity?"

After a few seconds, she added, "You'd better close your mouth, dear man, or the flies will get in." She giggled again.

She added, laughing out loud at the expression on my face and said, "You rip off clothes. You no use condom. Bang the cherry outta me. Cum in me, on me. Den you leave me, 'sleep on motel bed, with blood and dried man-juice all over. Den you come home."

"I not know who drug me. Some stranger American pervert. Den I phone home to tell Dad and Granddad that I not virgin any more, cause I raped by unknown fucking-pervert. Maybe made pregnant with American bastard."

Looking down at the tiny woman I wanted so much, I said, "I've never forced sex on anyone, not even in play. I don't know if ..."

She shushed, one finger reaching up to my lips, and softly said, "I not worried. You do fine. You be first inside. I be passed out, with sleepy drug, so I not know any pain when you slam big cock inta me."

"You be one first-class pervert," she laughed on.

"How about I propose, and we get married, first?"

"It gotta be forced or Dad and Grandad will find out. You be one fine little Korean girl forced-fucking pervert, I know."

She added, "See!" as she pointed to my now raging cock standing straight out and quivering.

So, we hatched our plan and refined it. I had to psych myself into becoming the LOWEST of the low ... the kind of sex pervert who would spike a girl's drink with a drug, get her off to a sleazy motel and fuck the virginity out of her, then leave her to come to, alone, naked, bloody and covered with fresh semen, clothes ripped to shreds.

And I had to enjoy doing it, because that was how she said it had to be.