Everyone dreams about making changes to their lives. It’s part of the human condition to desire better things. I was no exception. These impossible desires kept me awake at night. I wanted to be prettier, curvier, or smarter. I wanted to be popular, have more friends, or more sex. I wanted love and lust and everything in between. I knew I wanted too much, but these daydreams helped me through tough times. I kept them close, like treasured possessions, everywhere I went.

I thought about the cute boy who worked at my favorite cafe kissing me in the parking lot. I thought about the woman on the treadmill making me her favorite pet, even though I only saw her once. I thought about changing my body and even other people’s. I thought about drowning in wealth.

There’s a barrier in reality that keeps our dreams from becoming reality. It’s the foundation of everything. If we could truly manifest these inner-most desires everything would collapse.

But I discovered a way around this barrier. It came to me suddenly, like when a math problem just clicks at the strangest moment, and in that instant I could have anything I wanted.

Anything.

I had a lifetime to explore this ability. Anything I wanted could be mine. I felt overwhelmed with this power. I would do it all. The only trouble was... where do I start?

[Welcome to Cali’s head and all the fantasies she wishes she could live. No story, necessarily, just a place to write any fantasy I want and have a good time. Also: everyone depicted is at least 18!]