I came back from that place of nothingness stumbling and disoriented. Luckily no one sees.

I can see there are many changes to my body from my blurry view that causes me to remove my now obsolete glasses. My skin is a different color as well as my now longer hair. My body's shape is also changed. I also feel a numbness in my mind. A calm acceptance that this is my life now. And I am okay with that.

I know that I should be defiant and angry or scared. But I feel my personality has changed and am fine being submissive and obedient to my knew master or mistress.

Then I am whisked away in smoke with a serene smile on my face.