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The Designer Ch. 11

I am not sure how long I dozed to the soft touches of Lexi and Alyssa. I do know I woke up to wonderful sensations centered on my phallus and my nipples. I shook my head to lose the cobwebs, and tilted my head down to see Alyssa's blue eyes looking up at me from my chest.

"There you are," Aly smiled, "Lexi and I were afraid you were out for the night."

"Just resting, love," I expressed.

"I hope you indulged in enough rest for one more round," Alyssa teased.

I looked past her to where Lexi was giving me a luscious blowjob. My cock seemed to be reviving again. Lexi looked up at me as she ran her small hand up and down my erection.

"I want to watch you fuck, Aly," Lexi said bawdily.

"Who am I to refuse two lovely ladies?" I asked and started to sit up.

"No," Aly said, pressing down on my chest, "Let us do the work this time."

I lay back on the bed, and tucked my hands behind my head. I tried to appear nonchalant about the situation, but inside I was still amazed. I recalled the erotic scenes that I had just engaged in. First fucking Lexi while she licked Alyssa to orgasm. Then I stumbled into our adjoining room and invited myself to the threesome of ladies frolicking. I fucked Becky, the desk clerk of the hotel we were staying at, while she licked Kelly, whilst Kelly was mouth fucking Carmen. Our orgasmic climax still echoed in my mind's eye.

My eyes flickered back to the present, as Alyssa rose to her knees and lifted one of her legs over my abdomen. She settled in over me and leaned down, kissing me deeply on the mouth. I felt her soft breasts pressing into my chest, her hard nipples like marbles rolling on my skin. The grip on my cock tightened, as Lexi moved my erection towards Alyssa's pert bottom. Alyssa rocked back, and I felt the knob of my cockhead nestle between her inflamed, slick lips. Lexi's fingers slid down my shaft and cupped my heavy balls as Alyssa slid herself down.

When she impaled herself on me completely, she pushed off my chest. Lifting her hands to her breasts, she cupped her tits, and wrapped a thumb under each hard nipple. Wrapping her fingers around the tips she pulled erotically. She wriggled her hips, seating my cock in her cunt, and then started a rippling slow ride.

As I looked up at Alyssa, I saw Lexi's red hair appear from behind her. She wrapped her arms around Alyssa's waist and leaning her mouth to the nape of Alyssa's neck, kissed her sensuously. Alyssa closed her eyes as her head rocked back in passion. Lexi lifted her eyes to mine as I watched her suck on Alyssa's exposed neck. I unconsciously licked my lips as I watched Alyssa turn her head, and kiss Lexi's cheek. Lexi turned her head and locked lips with Alyssa engaging in a deep soulful kiss. Alyssa's gyrations on my cock were like a velvety grip, rocking up and down, while small circles of her hips twisted my shaft in her molten tube.

Alyssa lowered her hands to my chest, supporting herself as she concentrated her movements into riding my cock. I lifted my hands to her heavy breasts, only to find I had to adjust to a second pair of hands. Lexi had her fingers pressed into the tender tit flesh. I grabbed Lexi's hand and pulled it away, then continued to pull. She twisted around Alyssa's undulating body and lay on the bed next to me. I kissed her mouth, sliding my tongue between her open mouth. She moaned softly as she slid her tongue into my mouth.

"I want to taste you again," I moaned into Lexi's ear when our lips parted.

She smiled, her green eyes wide with passion, and crawled up the side of me. Alyssa rose up still impaled on my cock, and licked her lips as she watched Lexi lift her leg over my head. I curled my hands around Lexi's thighs as she lowered her twat over my mouth. My tongue extended from my lips and lapped along Lexi's extended inner labia flush with excitement. I tasted the remnants of our earlier copulation; my spunk mixed with her tangy juice was delicious. I hungrily covered her mound with my lips and sucked deeply, extending my tongue deep into her slit.

From between Lexi's muscular thighs, my view from above was limited. In my mind I imagined Lexi leaning forward to kiss Alyssa as she rose and fell on my cock. I dreamed of watching their pillowy breast press together as they embraced above me. I lifted my hips, encouraging an increase in the speed of Aly's thrusts. I eagerly lapped and cleaned every crevice of Lexi's cleft. I used my hands to pull her pussy tight to my mouth and was rewarded with a delicious rubbing as she worked her pussy onto my face.

Lexi's sweet juices soon were flowing freely from her excited slit. Lapping her moisture like a kitten I swallowed small mouthfuls. Her moisture collected on my cheeks and chin as I my tongue found her hard button. She squealed as I lapped her clit my nose pressed between her heated lips. Alyssa lowered her hands to my hips supporting her as she rapidly rode my cock. I could feel my balls begin to tighten, and used my body to ride the wave of ecstasy and transfer the lusty passion to my bedmates.

Our bodies quivered and the voices of the girls above me rose loudly. Moaning as our ministrations reached a crescendo of passion. I felt Alyssa slam her pussy down on to me, then grip my cock hard. Vibrations from her orgasm rippled along my shaft, coaxing my own ejaculation. I lifted my hips as I poured ropes of cum deep into her womb. Lexi's hips went into overdrive, as I held my tongue to her hard clit, and with a final thrust, she stilled and a gush of her fluid poured down my face. I moved my mouth down to her flowing slit and drank from the lusty well.

Lexi fell to one side of me, then curled around snakelike to rest against my side. Alyssa rose off me, releasing my spent cock to flop against my belly and laid on my other side. Their breaths coming in gasps as they recovered, my chest rose and fell as if completing a marathon. I drunkenly rose up and pulled the sheets over us, then turned and nuzzled into Alyssa. Lexi wrapped her arms around me, spooning me from behind. As our breathing slowed, we all dozed then slept.

*beep beep* *beep beep*

I awoke to the sound of Lexi's alarm. She lifted her arm that was draped across my chest, and turned off the beeping, then stretched and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

"Time to get a run in," Lexi sighed, "I wonder if Carmen is awake."

"What time is it?" I asked softly, not wanting to wake up Alyssa on my other side.

"6:30 a.m." said Lexi sitting on the edge of the bed, "I love to run just as the sun is rising, it's so beautiful."

"Come back to bed, Lexi," I offered, "It's way too early!"

"Jeremiah," she soothed, leaning over and kissing me lightly on the lips, "I need to do this, and I'm beginning to feel guilty for letting my training go. I know we'll have time later."

"Okay, Lex," I agreed, happy that my adjustments last night were taking hold, "have fun."

I heard her walk into the other room, and some complaining from Carmen, and more rustling. My bladder was indicating it needed some relief, so I quietly withdrew from Alyssa. Sliding off the bed carefully, I walked towards the bathroom. I looked into the other suite on my way.

Lexi had her thermal running tights on, and was pulling on a tight long sleeved jersey. Carmen pulling on some baggy sweatpants and looking around for her sweatshirt that Alyssa had stripped from her last night. Past the two dressing runners on the bed, Kelly was fast asleep, while Becky was awake and looking at her watch. Lexi and Carmen sat on the edge of the bed slipping on their running shoes as I leaned against the doorway adjoining our rooms.

"I don't see why we can't run later," Carmen was complaining, "It'll be warmer, brighter."

"Let's get this done now," Lexi lectured, "Starts the day right, then we watch the sunrise."

"Whatever, I said I'd run with you," Carmen groused, "Let's do this."

As they stood up, they noticed me watching them, naked, from the doorway.

"Ack!" Carmen joked, laughing, "Don't tempt me with that thing! Let's go Lexi, or I'll never leave!"

Lexi smiled at me and kissed my cheek as she passed to their door. Carmen walked up and kissed me on the lips.

"I'll talk to the both of you later," she said, squeezing my flaccid cock.

"Enjoy your run," I called.

Becky had found her panties, and was tracking back picking up her clothes. She looked up at me as she rose up, hands full of her clothes. Her round breasts bounced nicely as she found her bra, and dropped the rest of the clothes on a side table.

"I need to get out before the next shift starts," she explained.

"I really enjoyed having you here," I began watching her dress with a smile on my face.

She smiled back at me as she fastened her bra in the front, rotated the band the cups were dangling below her belly. I felt my cock swell a bit as she pulled her arms through the straps and helped pour her breasts into the garment.

"Down, boy!" she laughed, "I wish I had more time, but all I have is my uniform. I can't let the next manager see me walk out in this, and smelling like sex."

"Oh, I understand," I smiled back, as she stepped into her skirt, and finished dressing, "Take it as the highest of compliments, after last night I was thinking I wouldn't get an erection for a week."

She laughed and stepped towards me as she buttoned her blouse, "Thank you, J, it was really wild."

She kissed my cheek, and grabbed her flats then left without another word. Left alone with two sleeping girls, I decided to use the bathroom in the girls' suite. I pulled the outer door slightly closed, to let Alyssa sleep more, and walked into the bathroom. I realized how sticky and dry my crotch was while I was peeing, and decided to take a quick shower.

I was enjoying the hot spray with my eyes closed, recalling the events of the last few hours. I let the water run down me as I recalled that I'd had more sex in the last week than I'd had the rest of my life. I smiled cockily and reached for the soap. I felt an arm wrap around me, and I turned quickly.

"I'm beginning to think that you're withholding something from me, J," said Kelly with a flirty smile.

"What would I keep from you, Kelly?" I asked smiling and wrapping her in my arms.

"This," Kelly said impedingly, grabbing my tumescent shaft, "It's been inside every other girl that's been in this room, I want my turn!"

I laughed, "I was saving the best for last, Kel,"

"Flattery will get you everywhere," she smiled and wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me down to kiss her.

I turned her around, so the water poured over her blonde hair, watching it darken slightly as it plastered to her tanned skin. The brownish golden strands draping down her chest, the water cascading between her round globes. Her hand stayed on my shaft, firmly letting her fingers slide up and down its length. I kissed her slowly, softly, opening her lips with my tongue as we kissed deeply.

As we kissed, I was brought back to how I first met her. The torrid sex we shared in the next few hours, where I'd enjoyed the feel of being inside of her three times. It was true, that since we all got together yesterday, Kelly was the only one my cock had not been inside. I was a bit disturbed at the thought, I reckoned I was more of a gentleman. Kelly must have sensed my regret, because she broke off the kiss, and looked up at me her blue eyes smiling.

"What's the matter, J?" she asked in her sweet voice.

"I was feeling bad, about not being with you," I confessed, "a bit guilty over everything that's happened."

"Oh Jeremiah, I was just teasing," Kelly chided, "You are only one man!"

"Last week, you didn't even know me," I replied my erection softening as I processed my feelings, "You were breaking up with your boyfriend, because he wanted to have sex with you. You've changed so much, and I think it's all my fault!"

"Jeremiah," she hugged me close, "stop that, Stop. I couldn't be happier, really."

I sighed, not wanting to get into a long conversation. I reached and grabbed a bar of soap. I started to soap up her chest, and smiled down at her. I pushed my feelings aside and put on a brave face. She seemed to buy it, smiling up at me as I lathered up her breasts.

"I think we need to wash the sex off you." I commented, remembering our first short shower.

"Oh yes, I have a LOT of sex on me," Kelly giggled, obviously remembering the same thing.

I handed the bar of soap to her. She started lathering up my chest, and soon we were playfully cleaning each other. We started on the safe places, upper chest, and arms. She turned and I soaped her back enjoying a few rubs on her round bottom. She turned and I offered my back to her, and she took much more time squeezing my hard buttocks.

"I think you have a great ass," she commented, "but I get more joy from this," she reached around and grabbed my penis.

I chuckled and rotated so she could clean my private parts. Her actions resulted in a growing erection, and she smiled up at me with glee. I smiled back, and pulled her to me, her soft breasts pressing into my skin. Her fingers and hand kept sliding up and down my expanding cock, pressing into her belly as we enjoyed our hug.

"Now that the sex is all gone," I started, "Let's dry off and get it all over us again!"

"oh goody!" she squealed, and quickly started rinsing the suds from both of our bodies.

We found towels and spent a few moments drying of so we wouldn't drip puddles through the bathroom. Then I chased her to the bed, and spent a few minutes drying each part of her body. Tenderly kissing all over her body, as I dried off her soft skin. After toweling her off completely, I laid down and let her do the same. It felt very sensuous, the soft towel rubbing against my skin. The soft touch of her body parts as she leaned over me. At the end, my cock was rigid with arousal. Tossing the towel away, she kneeled between my legs facing me, and looked up at me.

"I remember when we first had sex," Kelly said, "you laid me down, and licked my pussy."

Her hand lightly held my cock, slowly stroking its length, "It felt so good having you lick me," She continued, "I want to return the favor."

She looked radiant. Her wet hair cascaded down her shoulders. Her heavy breasts swayed as she rose up opening her lips and licking the tip of my cock. Her blue eyes locked on mine as licked around the rim. I gasped in pleasure when she slid her mouth over my knob and filled her mouth with my manhood. She proceeded to suck much of my length into her mouth and bobbed her head up and down. Her cheeks depressed as she sucked, delivering a delicious feeling up and down my engorged shaft. Her fingers dropped to my balls and softly caressed my jewels.

She soon had me gasping with pleasure.

"Kelly," I moaned, "if I cum in your mouth, I'm not sure I can fuck you."

She looked up at me and paused, considering her options.

"I want to fuck you, Kelly," I clarified, "I want to fuck you now."

She smiled and pulled her mouth off my cock with a soft plop. She crawled up over my body trapping my erection between our bodies as she kissed me. She relaxed on top of me, her breasts pressing into my chest as we kissed deeply. With a low growl, I wrapped my arms around her and twisted, rolling her onto her back on the bed.

She gasped at the rapid turn, and wrapped her legs around my waist. I lifted my hips from her, and reached between us to notch my cockhead between her wet lips. I looked into her eyes as I felt my head engage between her lips. I slowly thrust into her, and her eyes widened in arousal, before they rolled back as she moaned.

"Oh Jeremiah," she sighed, "I've missed this, I've missed having your cock in me."

I lowered my mouth to hers, slipping my tongue between her lips. She sucked on my tongue as I thrust my cock in and out of her velvety pussy. She was so tight, but I easily slid deeply inside. Her ample lubrication encouraged me to fuck her with several swift strokes. She responded by moaning loudly as her whole body shook with the force of my thrusts. I slowed my thrusts, enjoying a slow languorous fuck. Her warm soft body felt wonderful as I moved over her.

I hungrily lowered my mouth to her breast, enveloping her nipple with my lips, and battering her firm nipple with my tongue. She wrapped her heels behind my bottom, pulling me tighter to her. I moved my mouth to her other breast, my hand grasping the newly freed breast. I switched back and forth, distracting myself from the sensuous feeling of sliding my prick deep inside. I pressed her breasts together so that her nipples were side by side, and slid my tongue between the two hard nubs. Then I sucked both nipples deep into my mouth.

I popped off of her breasts and rose up onto my knees. I reached back and wrapped my arms around her calves, and pushed them back gently. I lifted her legs, pushing her knees back towards her ears. This motion allowed me to thrust deeper into her fevered cunt. Kelly responded by holding her knees back with her hands as I started to piston into her animalistically. I watched as my cock slid out of her slit, her engorged labia clinging to my shaft and wrapping around the ring of my head. When I slid my cock back in, the lips slipped back inside. I lowered my thumb to Kelly's engorged clit, and flicked it.

That was too much for Kelly, and she jerked hard. Unable to arch with her legs splayed so far back, her whole body quivered. I felt her pussy spasm around my cock, and her ejaculation pulsed into my groin, sluicing down my shaft, and dripping off my balls. I roared as I felt my own release overcome me, and slammed deeply into her, jetting off pulses of cum deep inside.

I rested, letting Kelly's leg slide down. I stayed embedded deeply inside her pussy, feeling electric pulses as her orgasm subsided. As I slowed my breathing, I lowered myself to kiss Kelly softly. Then I felt the bed move, and a hand caressed my ass. I turned my head and saw Alyssa crawling up beside me, with a smile on her face.

"Jeremiah," she said sensuously, "I love to watch you fuck."

I smiled back, a bit surprised to see Alyssa beside me while I was still embedded in Kelly. I needed a second to settle my thoughts as she leaned over to kiss me softly, then leaned down to kiss Kelly too. Kelly traced her fingers through Alyssa soft brown hair, and I gave up my insecurities and hugged the two beautiful women I was sharing a bed with. Kelly and Alyssa parted, and I slid between them, my cock slipping from Kelly's pussy, and sliding over her thigh wetly.

"Great!" Kelly laughed, "I've got SEX all over me!"

Alyssa and I both laughed, and the girls leaned over to kiss me. They took turns, apparently having a competition to who could kiss me more passionately. I enjoyed their oral exercises, and felt my cock begin to swell with increased arousal. Alyssa rubbed down my chest, and as her hand slid lower she felt my hard on.

"Jeremiah," she exclaimed as she wrapped her hand around my shaft, "Don't you ever get enough!?"

That made us all crack up in laughter. Both girls started moving their kisses lower, a slow paced race down my chest, across my abdomen, until they met in a dead heat kissing the tip of my cock. I raised up on my elbows, and watched as Alyssa and Kelly shared slow licks, and quick sucks of my engorged cocks.

All of a sudden the door opened, and we saw Lexi and Carmen walk into the room. They stopped in mid-stride, the door closing behind them. They were both glowing with sweat from their run, their faces flushed.

Carmen rolled her eyes, "Ay yi yi, don't you ever stop?!"

Lexi, clapped gleefully, "Oooh, I want to join in!"

Carmen grabbed Lexi's hand, "A shower first, speedy, I promise I'll clean you very thoroughly."

The girls laughed at the interruption. Carmen tugged Lexi into the shower room, while Lexi kept her eyes on the three of us. Alyssa took advantage of the interruption to swing around and slide her legs over my abdomen. Kelly held my cock steady for her, while Alyssa lifted up and fitted me inside of her pussy. She looked down at me, her brown tresses cascading like a sheet around her face. Her blue eyes magnified by her ever present glasses locked onto mine as I felt my shaft fill her tunnel. I lifted my hands to cup her breast as she started to ride me.
Kelly grabbed my head, and turned it to her, kissing me deeply while Aly fucked me. I crossed one hand over to grab one of Kelly's breast as we kissed. I explored the difference between the different boob in each hand. Kelly's felt heavier, but Alyssa's nipples seemed harder. Aly's nipples were smaller, Kelly's light pink aureole were less apparent. This brief exploration did little to distract me from the delicious feeling of Aly riding my cock.

Having just orgasmed, I wasn't too sensitive, but Alyssa was riding me hard. She was chasing her own orgasm, and was racing to the finish as quickly as she could. I lowered my hand from her breast to rub her clit, and she started bucking hard. Inhaling in gasps she moaned loudly.

"OH FUCK, I'M CUMMING!" Alyssa screamed, and I wondered if we had any neighbors.

She collapsed down onto me and rolled off on the side of me opposite Kelly. As she rolled off, a quickly showered Lexi ready to pounce. She crawled up on the bed, and took a quick suck from my knob, enjoying the taste of Alyssa. Then with Kelly helping she slid onto my cock and started up where Alyssa left off. I was starting to feel like a life-sized Sybian machine.

"Ready to race?" Lexi asked, sliding her fiery hot pussy over my rigid shaft.

I could only nod, as she started to move her athletic body up and down. She lifted her knees, with her knees on the bed, started moving up and down my cock. A perverted deep knee bend, she found a quick pace, and rattled off a dozen repetitions that left me breathless. Then moving into a jockey position, Lexi leaned into me and rode me hard. Her small breasts running up and down my chest as she galloped towards her orgams. Looking up at me with wild eyes, she tossed her hair and moaned.

"FUCK! YES!" she exalted slamming down onto me one last stroke.

Her pussy quivered deliciously, her small body quaking as she rode through her orgasm. Spent she slid off me, revealing Carmen standing behind her.

"Damn, Lexi!" Carmen said, "I hope you saved some for the rest of us?"

Carmen winked at me and climbed onto the bed, kneeling between my legs. She lowered her mouth over my twitching cock, and took my whole length in her mouth, and slowly sucked as she pulled it back out. Feeling my balls rise, she used both hands to jerk up and down my cock. She held her mouth over the cock head, sealing her lips around it, as she bathed the slit with hungry lapping licks. I lifted my hips and roared.

"you're gonna make me CUM!" I shouted, as I felt the first pulse start in my balls.

Carmen took my first jet in her mouth, then pulled off with a plop. She continued to milk my cock, pointing it at my belly, and four more ropes of cum shot up against my chest. The streams of cum slowed, coating my abdomen with my seed. Carmen smiled at me as I watched her milk a couple of oozing drops onto my pubic hair.

"Have some breakfast, ladies!" Carmen announced to the other three girls.

Carmen treated herself to sucking the cum from my stem, while Kelly and Lexi knelt together on one side, with Alyssa on the other. The three heads licked up the cum, like kittens drinking milk from a saucer. Then Kelly and Lexi shared a kiss, their tongues deep in each other's mouth. Alyssa slid up to me her blue eyes wide with awe.

"That was amazing to watch," she said, before kissing me deeply.

I tasted the salty tang of my seed on her tongue. Which only overloaded my senses and I felt my cock pulse weakly once more before retracting from the last eruptive orgasm. Carmen squealed with the unexpected treat, sucking the load from the over sensitive tip. I moaned in response overcome with too many sensations.

"STOP!" I cried, suddenly sitting up and pushing Carmen away from my deflating prick.

"I've had too much," I explained to her shocked eyes.

I scooted off the bed, so many thoughts and emotions passing through my brain. I knew if I spoke, I'd say too much, or the wrong thing. I looked at all four of the lovely girls, they looked back at me with shock. That look was too much, I was sure they despised me. I turned my back on them, and walked to the other suite. I held my sobs until I'd passed through the portal, then cried as I headed to the bathroom. The noise of the shower would dampen the sound of me crying.

The hot water of the shower stung my skin as I stood under the spray. I needed the scourging heat to help me begin to assess my thoughts. I allowed myself to cry, I wasn't sure which emotions prompted the tears. Was it frustration, remorse, sadness or guilt? Maybe pure exhaustion. I couldn't process all my emotions at once. Since we got back from dinner, I had engaged in intercourse with five lusty females, one I had only met hours before. Two of them had been altered by me allowing our first sexual sessions only a week ago. The other two had been modified by me differently, but their modifications also allowed me to sate my sexual urges.

I was sure I had crossed some cosmic line, drifting across it with reckless use of my powers. I tried to determine if my power was corrupting my soul. I could justify my actions by telling myself that all the girls were happy, but how could they be free when I could use them so easily for my own lust. I cried my remorse into the steamy spray as I worked through my pain in my thoughts.

I felt a pair of hands wrap around my chest, under my nipples. Soft breasts pressed into my back. I stiffened, not wanting to be tempted again so soon. I stood rigidly, trying to control the sobs that coughed through my throat. I couldn't let my emotions be seen by any of the girls, I thought. I had to be strong, for them.

"Baby," Alyssa asked, the concern in her voice breaking my resolve, and I regressed into body heaving sobs.

"Baby, baby... shhhhhhh." Alyssa soothed, just holding my as I cried.

"Aly I've..." I started, "I've ruined those girls. They'll never be the same."

"Jeremiah," she consoled, "I love you baby, but you give yourself too much credit. You haven't ruined anyone, but you might be ruining yourself."

"I don't know what you mean," I gasped, "I've forced myself on five women, without any regard to their values."

"Jeremiah, stop it," Alyssa said, turning me around and finding my eyes, "you have not forced me, or any of us. You've changed us, enabled us to make choices, choices we made gladly, happily."

"But," I started, "How can I trust what you say is true? Since I've changed you too."

"Stop, Jeremiah," Alyssa said, "be quiet, and wash me. When I'm clean, I'm getting out while you shower, then we need to talk."

"What about the others?" I asked.

"I'll tell them we'll meet them for breakfast," Alyssa said, "they're washing the SEX off again."

Her teasing smile brought on a quiver of a smile to my lips, and I nodded. I grabbed the hotel provided shampoo and started to wash her hair. I let the routine, though sensuous, experience calm my nerves. After she rinsed her hair, Alyssa exited the shower wrapping a towel around her breasts. Blowing me a kiss, she shut the shower door.

I concentrated the cleaning ritual on myself. Using a dab of shampoo in my cropped hair. Shutting off the water while I soaped up my body. I roughly scrubbed my torso, legs and groin, not punishing, just reinforcing that I was alive, and this was real, not a dream or nightmare. Turning the water back on I leaned my head back and let the water sluice down my face, rinsing the suds from my scalp and flowing down my face, neck, chest, then finally the rest of my body. I let myself stay still under the hot water, until I had cleared my head of my torturous thoughts.

I opened the door and reached for a towel, drying my skin roughly with the cotton fabric leaving a rosy blush on my skin. I wrapped the towel around my hips and walked back into our suite. Alyssa was sitting cross-legged on the bed, drying her hair with a towel. She was fully dressed in our weekend uniform of jeans and a tee-shirt. She smiled at me as I came in the room.

"I'm sorry Aly," I started, "I left too abruptly, I think I was just overloaded. Did I upset any of the others?"

"No, Jeremiah," Alyssa assured, "I told them you were just over-stimulated. I don't think any of them, save me, understand how you are torturing yourself."

I found my bag, and opened it up. Rustling through the contents, I found a pair of briefs, and slid them on under my towel. Suddenly it didn't seem right to parade my naked manhood in front of Alyssa. Someplace deep inside I understood that a counseling session was started, and I was the subject. I pulled on a pair of jeans, and then let my towel fall as I buttoned the fly of my jeans.

"Put on a shirt too, please," Alyssa smiled, "I don't want to be distracted by your abs while we talk."

I laughed, understanding the situation. Alyssa and I always seemed to have an intuitive relationship. Knowing when the other was feeling sad, or happy, angry or hopeful. The sense I got was that I was missing something in what was happening, and Alyssa was about to fill in the blanks. I pulled over a comfortable tee-shirt, and sat on the bed opposite her.

"Okay, I'm ready doctor," I said, trying to inject some levity.

Alyssa leaned over and took my hand, "Jeremiah, I love you. Period. No questions. I have for quite a long time. Never question that. Never say that you made me love you, I already did."

I gulped, as a realizing how serious her tone. I loved her too, though I hadn't consciously realized it until we physically made love. That question was nagging in the back of my head in the past few days as we both engaged in our wild sexual activities.

"I love you too.." I started, then ceased as she put a finger to my lips.

"I know, Jeremiah." She finished with a smile. "I need you to understand, again, what you adjusted in me allowed me to express my love for you physically. That allowed my love for you to grow, and our relationship to change. I love that we can be more than friends, and are becoming truly lovers."

I smiled, waiting — dreading the next word.

"But," she started, and then frowned as I started to frown, and my tears welled in my eyes, "Oh Jeremiah, hush, baby. Let me finish. I can't stand to see you hurt. Listen honey, nothing is changing."

I blinked my eyes and swallowed, shaking my head, before forcing a smile to my lips, my heart beating hard in my chest.

"However," Alyssa altered, "I am still very much attracted to women, particularly all the women you've brought into my life. I can feel myself falling in love with them, a different love than ours, but still a real love. I look forward to exploring that love emotionally, and physically. I want to have that experience with you, Jeremiah."

I gulped and nodded.

"I sense that you are feeling a lot of guilt about using your powers on all of us," Alyssa said, "Can you tell me what you are feeling?"

"I don't know if I can," I admitted, "but, I'll try."

I took a deep breath, then exhaled long and slow, collecting my thoughts.

"I wonder sometimes if any of you would choose to be with me if I hadn't used my ability." I started, "I know that Kelly and Lexi were celibate before I adjusted them. I feel guilty because I worry that I've made them into sluts, only hungry for sex. Before we met Kelly was breaking up with her boyfriend because he wanted sex. Now, because of me, she is having sex with me and with women. I feel like I'm responsible for corrupting her."

"So you think sex is wrong?" Alyssa asked, "That it's dirty, and only to be used for procreation, not enjoyment."

"No," I admitted, "I obviously love to explore."

"So you just don't want women to explore?" Alyssa extrapolated.

"Not that either," I said, "Watching all of you explore each other was the hottest thing I've seen. I'm just worried if it would've even happened without my influence."

"I would have," Alyssa admitted honestly, "Carmen wanted to, and so did Becky, and both of them you haven't adjusted. From my perspective females enjoy exploring each others sexual responses. I think your adjustments to Kelly and Lexi only lowered their taboos about same-sex relationships, as well as sex outside of a formal relationship. That's not exactly abnormal, Jeremiah."

I shrugged, still unsure.

"Have they had sex with any other males, besides yourself?" Alyssa asked.

"No, not that I know of," I admitted.

"Would it bother you if they did?" she asked, her question caused a bit of pain in the back of my head.

"Would I be horrible if I said, yes it would bother me," I responded.

"Perhaps you have the issues, Jeremiah," Alyssa stated flatly, "I am secure that you love me, I harbor no restrictions to who you decide to have sex with, so long as you are honest with me, and with yourself. I see sexuality as an expression of love, and I think love is a universal notion."

She reached for my hand, as I listened to her speak. Her eyes sought mine. When she locked her peaceful blue eyes on mine, she continued.

"I love you, Jeremiah," she stated emphatically, "I love Carmen, Kelly and Lexi too, just differently. I think it's entirely okay if you love all of them as well. It's not conventional, if we all stay together, it will be difficult. But we can find a way to all be together. If that's what you want. You need to understand that YOU can control this, but YOU have to make peace with your own feelings."

I lowered my eyes to where our hands met. I ran my fingers over the back of her hand as I processed my thoughts. I did have a deep feeling of responsibility for all of the girls, even before I helped Carmen, I felt like I owed her for something. Was that love? A facet of love, perhaps. What if at the end of this weekend, we all left and I never saw the other three ever again. I felt a pit of panic in my stomach as I processed that, and I understood. I nodded and brought my eyes back up to meet with Alyssa's blazing blue irises.

"I do love them all," I admitted, "the thought of losing any of you, but you especially, feels like lead in the pit of my soul. I didn't want to admit that I loved them, because I thought if I loved them I couldn't love you too."

Alyssa smiled, and nodded at me, "Love isn't limited to only two people, love is magnified with each new relationship. Love doesn't mean sex, Jeremiah. Sex is just a physical way to show love. I think you still need to work on that. However, I'm perfectly fine with you loving them. I know you and I belong together, regardless."

"What if they don't feel the same way, what if they want me to choose?" I asked, dreading the answer.

"Jeremiah, you will never have to choose," Alyssa said quietly, "You have the unique power to make sure that you'll never have to make that choice. You might choose never to exercise that power, and that might make things interesting as we all deal with whatever choices each of us make. If I were in your shoes, I'd keep it so that we all feel the same way."

"Even if it means modifying them?" I asked dumbfounded, it seemed unethical, perverse.

"Yes, even then, because your power doesn't affect who each of them are," Alyssa explained, "It only limits how they exercise their choices, whether they feel guilt, or remorse. Your power can ensure they are free to act as they choose. As well as reinforce that choice with positive feedback."

"I need your help, Alyssa," I admitted, "I'll always need your help, I need you to keep me honest."

"I will Jeremiah," Alyssa said earnestly, "that's what I'm doing now. You have something that Kelly and Lexi now lack, a super-ego that can screw up how you make choices. You've adjusted Carmen's and mine to be more open, not more controlled. I'm trying to explain that to you. You need a fix, a modification."

"I can't see myself, I can't modify myself," I said starting to panic.

"Yes, you can." Alyssa assured me, "we all can without you, but it's a slow process. A lot of psychiatry has to do with addressing these same feelings you are processing now. It requires us to be honest, to think things through, to talk about it and communicate about our feelings. You're fixing yourself right now, talking to me."

I swallowed, trying to process what Alyssa was telling me. I lacked the ability to see and adjust my own moral boundaries. What I understood Alyssa to mean was that my power was a more direct influence than a psychiatric session. I really didn't know how I felt about that, but if I could work on my own feelings of repression and guilt, talking about them did seem to make the emotions less overwhelming.

"I feel a little better," I admitted, " thank you for being so patient with me."

Alyssa leaned forward and for the first time since she hugged me in the shower, she broke through the physical barrier and slid beside me. She wrapped her arms around me, and kissed me on my cheek. She nibbled on my ear, then pulled my face to hers and kissed me on my mouth, a sweet loving closed mouth kiss.

"I love you, Jeremiah," Alyssa smiled at me running her fingers around the base of my skull, "counseling session is over, can we go eat? I'm so hungry, I could eat bacon!"

I laughed and slid my arms around her, and lifted her up. She wrapped her hands around my neck as I slid my arm under her knees. I carried her to the door to our room, then set her down and kissed her again. I opened the door, but Alyssa held her hand to it, stopping it from opening. I lifted an eyebrow in question.

"We need to adjust Kelly, like we did Lexi last night," Alyssa reminded, "so listen for my cues and be ready. Stay engaged with all of us, Jeremiah, you need to learn to not drift off when we're all together talking."

I nodded, then smiled at her, "I thought counseling was over?"

She punched me in my belly playfully, and I confessed, "Yes, doctor, I'll be good."

"Good!," she said, opening the door, "Because when we're done with all this I want you to be bad again."

I groaned, playfully, but also felt my loins stir at the thought. "I'm incurable," I thought to myself. I slid my hand through Alyssa's and she folded her fingers between mine as we walked to the elevator. Each of us lost in our own thoughts. I could tell she was processing something, because she was nibbling on her lip, a nervous habit that I found endearing.

"What about self-control?" she finally asked, looking up at me.

"What about self-control?" I answered, she hated when I repeated her question, and her blue eyes fired up at me.

"You said you could feel self-control, along with their moral boundaries. So far, you've just been adjusting the moral profiles up or down. Can you influence someone's self-control?"

"I don't know," I answered honestly.

"We'd have to experiment again," she answered absently, retreating into her own thoughts.

Author's Note: Thanks for the comments and votes. Your support as readers continues to encourage me to write more. I read every comment, and am grateful for each one.

Editing props again go out to sportychica334, who's patience with my impatience knows no bounds. Her encouragement and support is a large part of the success of this series.

Thank you, I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
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