I'm 45, semi-retired and live in a modest home situated in a typical upstate NY suburban neighborhood. I tend to be attracted to the younger ladies, but never in a million years did I ever expect would happen what I'm about to share.

As in the past couple of summers, my immediate neighbor's smokin' hot little 19 year old daughter Delilah has come home from college for the summer. God damn, this chick can rock the fuckin' foundation of a volcano...she's gorgeous, statuesque, lithe, and friendly as all get out. As she continues to mature, she's developing into a real stunner and has this hot Kendall Jenner but-a-little-older type of look going on, with a body to match...and pulls it off VERY well, especially with the ample chances to see her parading around in skimpy bikinis and slowly pulling herself out of the pool, dripping wet, with the soaked and thin fabric of these barely-there bikinis clinging to whatever it can, often blatantly outlining her very erect nipples and the sexy mound of her hairy but well-manicured pussy.

Ever since I found out her cute little ass was parked at home for the long and lazy, hazy days of summer, I've taken to sitting in my three-season room with binoculars to hone my voyeuristic tendencies by leering at her whenever she's out in the backyard frolicking in the pool with her gaggle of sexy girlfriends or sunbathing her smooth bronzed skin lazily alone with a book.

I've also developed the habit of tugging out a sweet load of hot cum whenever I'm "spying" on her, wishing it were her hand and mouth instead of my all-too-familiar hand. I'm pretty sure she heard me the other day panting and grunting out a big messy one the other day...she looked over right when I was cumming all over my belly and legs but I couldn't stop because I was at that delicious "point of no return"...it felt so good to jerk the scalding hot man-juice through my stiff cock while looking at her great body through powerful binoculars and imagining fucking her balls deep all night long until my rod-stiff dick erupted like a busted pipe. She didn't freak out or bolt into the house but she quickly looked away and put her face back into her book, and I could see a sly little smirk overcome her pouty mouth while her tongue slowly dragged across her lower teeth and lip. She stole a few more quick glances my way when she thought it safe to do so but I was done with "the show" at that point and was totally mortified that she more than likely saw me cumming while furiously pumping my lubed up dick. I was also afraid she may tell her parents what she saw.

But, to my delight, no pissed off neighbor storming over to my house, no across-the-fence accusations, absolutely no cold shoulder at all...in fact, her father came over and invited me to one of their cookouts where everyone seems to have a great time...eating, drinking, swimming, dancing to loud music, a lot of laughing and of course, inebriated brains and bodies, altered attitudes and poor judgment...even the daughter and her cock-teasing but hotter-than-hell BFF's get tipsy and "accidentally" brush their long fingers over some of the men's crotches as they pass by...weaker men have fled crying after some of their parties!

Fast forward to me hanging out at one end of the pool deck after a huge barbeque feast that was served, and sipping on what seemed like my 20th cocktail when Tamara came sashaying over to me in her nylon-thin two piece neon blue and black Brazilian bikini, took the drink out of my hand and put it on the table, looked me square in the eye with her smoky, fuck-me eyes, put her hands on her oh-so-creamy hips while thrusting them outward and whispers to me "Don't think for one minute that I didn't see you coaxing and yanking your stiff cock to orgasm while gawking at me through those fucking binoculars of yours the other day, you dirty bird. I watched the whole sick fucking show and hope you had a good time, Mr. Perverted Pants".

I was now getting really nervous that she was going to blow the whole thing wide open then and there, in front of the whole party, because she was drunk, silly and mischievous. But instead, with my heart pounding in my chest while beads of sweat started forming on my forehead, she took a deep breath, stood closer to me, toe to toe and face to face, licked the tip of her middle finger and put it firmly on the head of my limp dick that was behind the thin layer of my bathing suit and lowly growled "Next time you pull that sick twisted stunt...make sure you tell me first so I can get some fucking pictures, you jackass jerk off!" "And you're going to let me take those pictures of you cumming all over with that stiff thick cock or else I'm telling Daddy what you did".

She then started giggling and chortling uncontrollably as I turned beet red while people started looking our way because of the ruckus she was creating with the drunken laughter and dancing playfully around me while acting like she was snapping photos of me with the "camera" that was in her hand. There was no camera but that didn't stop this tipsy little tartlet to act like there was. All the while her other girl friends were covering their mouths in mock disbelief, pointing our way and laughing amongst themselves...like it was a pre-arranged, set up joke....and the joke was on me.

She then gave me one more look up and down with a sexy pout and sauntered off with her friends, laughing like they didn't have a care in the world, and I never spoke with her the rest of the night but I saw her constantly looking over my way, lightly smiling while licking her lips and then gazing downward toward my crotch where she placed her wet finger.

Lord only knows what I've gotten myself into...if I don't comply, then she could throw me under the bus, big-time. If I do let her, then she's got solid proof that she could hold over my head for eternity. I'm damned if I do, and damned if I don't. I don't know what to do, I am so confused...part of me gets so turned on by the thought of her capturing on film the height of my pleasure while jerking it to her and my fantasy of her, and part of me is terrified of the potential legal, social, moral and ethical issues that may arise as a result of this stupid situation I backed myself into.

Ultimately though, my lust and perverse desires will win out and I will provide her with the subject matter she wants...but I'm going to try to work my charms and get her to masturbate for me too, but I won't take any pictures with a camera. Those images will be indelibly etched in the deep recesses of my mind...and I'm going to try to fuck her in the process...or at least have her jerk me off.

It's starting to sound like we both might be winners here!