When I found out you were cheating on me, I was angry, of course. Angry and hurt. It wasn't so much that you were being unfaithful as that you pretended that it was my fault. When did I ever turn you down? When did I say "No. You can't have me tonight," when you wanted sex and I wasn't really in the mood? I was always yours for the taking. Anytime you wante...
So here I am. Over thirty. Shit, kicking and screaming my way to forty, really... and I'm looking for a new adventure. One that I've not had before. I reckon it shouldn't be a tall order for me. I've had a model life. No major illnesses, setbacks, broken hearts. Settled down at twenty with the first man that came along (a wonderful man, I must say), but now,...
Work wise nothing really changed, although I identified and talked more with the other women. One day as I headed to the toilets, I was so engrossed in talking with Pamela and Christine and it wasn't till we were all in the Ladies that we realised my mistake. I started to splutter an apology and the two of them giggling playfully pushing me back, Pamela's ha...
Its Saturday night and I like to go out with my Girlfriends and go clubbing and dancing, often one of the girls pulls and as we all still stay at home with our parents this either means going home with a guy we have just met or doing what we call brick walling. There are some simple rules for brick walling that we all try to keep to. You need to hook up wit...
This happened to me about 2 years ago when I was 22, the summer before my last year at college (yes, I was on the 5 year program). I'd decided to spend the summer in town rather than go back home so I could hang out at the beach on the days off and party on the weekends. Though I'd moved out of the Fraternity a couple of years ago, the rent in the summer was...
Having just turned 18 I was in an adventurous mood, my friends and I were nite clubbing and bar hopping on Fridays and Saturdays, I was seeing Steve once or twice a week, going to the gym twice a week and working 30 hours a week at KFC, what a boring job but it was income. Sex had become a part of life for me and it was constantly on my mind, except for tho...
I woke up horribly hung over and mortified by what happened the night before at my friend's bachelor party. Our group of about 20 guys were traveling in a party bus, bar and strip club hopping, drinking heavily, and doing lines of coke. At the fifth bar everyone was pretty fucked up when we ran into my wife, Alicia, and some of her girlfriends. Unbeknown to...
Steven walks by an apartment window he's passed every night for months, but tonight he sees a dim light and the flicker of a TV screen. Over the back of the couch, facing away from the window, hangs a swatch of silky brown hair, straight and smooth. On the opposite arm of the couch, two feet repose, covered in thin white crew socks with a lace frill at the a...
Hello. My name is Timothy. I am a sexual addict. I am engaging in my fourth step in recovery: A searching and fearless moral inventory of myself. Sexually, I had nothing going on for the rest of my 20's. Graduating community college led to attending a four year university. Girls turned me down left and right. I couldn't get dates, phone numbers or even co...
I was introduced to wanking for an audience by an ex girlfriend, Nikki. Nikki was my first girlfriend following the break-up of my first marriage and was a breath of fresh air to me. I was 33 whilst she was 23. I had had a pretty staid and faithful marriage but I had always hankered after a little more 'excitement'. Nikki was just the start of my 're-birth'....