I sit alone in my room on this cold bleak night when my world has fallen apart. Perched on my bed playing with a razor blade. I hate myself for all that I have done in my life. Nothing is right all I do is mess it up. Making deep and long cuts in my arm I watch the blood drip from my vein onto the floor. I feel as if I’m being watched from a distance. Breaki...
I quietly come up behind you as you chop vegetables in the kitchen. I pause for a moment admiring you as you wear nothing but an apron. How I've missed the sight of you while I've been at sea. You jump as you hear the loud thump of my seabag hitting the floor. Before you can turn around I quickly step up to you and start kissing your neck and fondling your b...
I step off the plane and the first thing I notice is the beautiful southern California sunset. I admire it for a minute or two before I rush inside to the baggage claim area to get my other bag. It only takes a couple of minutes for that familiar navy blue suitcase to come around the corner, so I pick it up and pull out the handle to roll it. I pull my phone...
I've missed my baby today. I haven't heard from you all day. I know you're probably busy with your Army flights but I wish you'd had a chance to quickly message and check up on your pregnant wifey. I've tried to wait up for you, I wanted to wrap my arms around you and kiss you as you walked through the door, before I rubbed your back and shoulders because I...
She walks into the apartment after work. Just as she has done every weekday since they moved in together. He is there at the table reading through papers that appeared to be from his work. He had watched her enter and sensed something was wrong but since he was unable to sense her full mood he waited and pretended to read. His eyes would scan over her when s...
The next few days just disappeared as if they didn't exist. No matter what we did time flew bye. We even tried to recreate some of the things we had already done. Even a visit to the Secret Cove. But when we got to the place where we left the car last time there was already a car there. I went down to check the shelf and there was a rock on it. It was as if...
Seems like you spend all your time here at the Library anymore. I can't wait for you to finish your thesis so we can get back to our normal relationship. You're not at your usual table, but I notice your book bag, so you must be close. I begin to wander the stacks and there you are. Seeing you reach for a book from the top shelf, I take advantage of the situ...
Edited by JennyWren I am sitting at the bar alone drinking my beer, trying not to stare at you, like every other guy in the room. I can't stop myself from sneaking the odd surreptious glance. It's not, trust me, that I don't want to, because, hell, I do, but I hate the thought of you catching me. That's what you're after, I think, the attention of every man...
For the first time since College I found myself in a serious relationship on Valentine's Day. Ironically I would be spending it alone since I would be out of town on business. Fortunately, the love of my life Kelly is accepting of my career driven nature since she lives a similar lifestyle of putting work first. She is also spending the day on a business tri...
You walk into the room and smile. Everything is prepared just how you want. You look over and give me a simple smile that lets me know I have done a good job. Walking over to me you take hold of my wrists, applying the pressure you know lets me know my control is now over. I lower my head and take in the sight of you holding my wrists. I want to ask what...