I would have never thought I could get sexually aroused from someone smoking a cigarette, until, I saw my mother's friend puffing heavily on one. I had the biggest crush on my mother's Latin friend Carmen. Carmen was a very sexy 33-years-old Puerto Rican women; she took pleasure in dressing extremely slutty turning on all the guys on the block and rumored to...
I dab my lips with my napkin and I'm instantly transported by the faint smell of your sex on my fingers. Transported from the table we're sharing in a restaurant crowded with Saturday night diners to the bed we shared before we dressed to leave. Once again I'm fascinated by the reaction you have on my body. The merest whiff of your tight cunt enough to mak...
For the first time in my life, I'm retired from sex and women. I'm done with sex. I've had it. I'm finished with women. Much like the one day at a time alcoholic with alcohol, who is on the wagon for seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months or years, too often he or she falls off and reverts right back to binge drinking. Although alcoholism is not cont...
Here I sit on another football Sunday just wasting the day away. Let's see what I have accomplished so far; I woke up around eight am and poured my self my ritual vodka a juice to start the football morning off right (no I am not an alcoholic but on Sundays since I live on the west coast and my football pregame shows start at 8 am I like to be glowing by th...
"Where in hell..." When I awoke, my environment had me dumbfounded. Every now and then, I get a sort of unsettling feeling when I wake up of not knowing where I am. Generally, this passes in a few moments when my brain catches up, but on this particular occasion, that feeling didn't pass as quickly as was typical. My arms and legs were painted with thick bla...
My name is Ali, and last week I fucked on camera for the first time. It never occurred to me that when I became a smoking fetish model to earn tuition money that I would end up doing hardcore porn. What shocked me even more, was that deep down, the experience had been incredibly erotic and thrilling for me. However, it was likely only a matter of time befo...
I was nervous, as you would imagine, on my first night as a male stripper. Most men would have a knot in their stomach before taking their clothes off in front of a baying crowd of middle aged, cock starved chav women. I, however, had another worry. As it happened, I didn't want to be a stripper, far from it, but my rent was due and I had spent all of my m...
For more background, please read the first chapter. As always, all involved are over age 18. I arrived in town two days before the wedding, and while I was excited to be back with close friends, I was perhaps more excited to see Travis again. It had been a while since I had last gotten laid, and it seemed Travis was a sure thing. However, the time leading...
Funny feeling, isn't it, when you bust a tough one? Triumph sure. Maybe a little secret relief that you pulled it off. But there's a fine sweet sadness in there, too, because the golden moment is behind you. For a moment in there you were God . . . And now you are a guy who used to be God for a minute, and will be again some day. ~ Mike Callahan * The woma...
Smoking is hot. There, I said it. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for this view, I really am. I certainly mean no disrespect to those whose lives have been adversely affected by smoking; and believe me the sight of my sixty-year old aunt sucking back Merits in a housedress does absolutely nothing for me. Like poor Pavlov's dogs, I've acquired quite the reflex; th...